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Pictures......Part II

2012-02-12T22:43:00.000-07:00

Joshua's 8th grade promotion ceremony from May 2011. I know, it's been a while, but I finally downloaded the pictures from my camera. And I wanted to share even though they are from so long ago. Enjoy!!!

Josh in his bow tie. Getting ready to enter the ceremony.

Joshua and Rachel

Joshua and proud mom! :)

Pictures......

2012-02-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

Ok, so here goes. I'm so behind on getting pictures uploaded to my blog (I have them from last year). I finally downloaded them off of my camera. My first picture is from Easter of last year...Not quite a year since lent is just about to begin! :) Rachel and Joshua all dressed up and Koda yawning!

Ten On Tuesday

2012-01-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

1. I promise that I will get some pictures to post soon. I still have to download all my pictures from 2011 off of my camera...yeah, I still have some from last Easter, Josh's 8th grade promotion ceremony, my summer in Georgetown, and now Christmas pictures. I promise to try and get stuff on here before my next ten on Tuesday post.

2. School has started for me and Josh. It's been a slow start but it's nice to have some routine again.

3. Nice thing, my college classes don't start until Jan 19 AND I won't have to drive to Las Cruces every week, not even once (or twice like I have in the past). One class I can do the discussion over Skype and the second class is actually working on my Master's thesis. Gah!! Nervous about that!

4. Have I mentioned this before? January is the longest month. And so dreary.

5. I have become addicted to the TV show "How I Met Your Mother" and it's on Netflix. Where and when will I find the time to feed my addiction?

6. I'm tired of being so cold. Warm weather, I'm ready for you.

7. I went to the movies with Daniel on Sunday evening and we saw "New Year's Eve." It was surprisingly very good. I really enjoyed it.

8. Of course, the movie (mentioned in #7) had to be good....Jon Bon Jovi was in it.

9. I've been attempting to try new recipes for dinners at least once a week, but it is so difficult since I have nothing in the category of grocery stores. I really get frustrated looking for just basic items. Can I get fresh and decent vegetables?....that's all I really ask!!!

10. My house looks so bear without all the Christmas decorations. I just love that time of year!

Ten On Tuesday (first in a long time)

2011-12-27T12:22:00.003-07:00

AND...since I'm back on a Tuesday......I'll start with "Ten on Tuesday"

1. Christmas was very quiet this year. I missed my parents, my sister and her family, and my kids.

2. Daniel and his parents were here and we had a nice Christmas Day.

3. I love the holiday season with all its traditions. I'm thinking I should start some of my own.

4. I saw the new Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol movie. Awesome!!! Of course, I love the Mission Impossible movies.

5. Tonight, Daniel and I have a date. We are getting all dressed up and we will be having dinner at the Lodge in Cloudcroft (I believe the restaurant is called Rebecca's)....anyways, it should be a good night. We haven't had a real "date" since he came back to Alamogordo. I'm looking forward to it.

6. The kids are having a great time in Hawaii. Rachel looked so pretty and Joshua so handsome for Bryan's wedding. Here is a picture of them with their new step brother and step sister (Sean & Alejandra)

7. I can't believe my Christmas break is already almost over. It makes me sad. Yep, complaining.

8. Speaking of complaining, I'm so sick of the cold weather. I need to live somewhere where it is warm year round, oh, and somewhere where I can visit the beach frequently!!!! That's what revives my soul!

9. Here's something of interest. Since I haven't posted in approximately five months, I thought I'd share this. I used to make fun of Rachel and Kira for being so obsessed with the show Supernatural. They talked Daniel and I into watching it and now we are addicted too.

10. Another TV addiction.......How I Met Your Mother. Too funny! It's on instant play on Netflix. It just makes me laugh!!!

Whew....Ten on Tuesday finished. I have some time this week. So, I will finally get my pictures of last summer posted (from Georgetown) and I will also promise to start taking more pictures than I usually do! I have this awesome camera so I need to take more!!!

I'm Back!

2011-12-27T12:08:00.000-07:00

What a year? I know we are all busy, but man, 2011 was nuts. For many, many reasons. I am still working full time, teaching US History at Alamogordo High School. I am still taking six credit hours a semester for my Master's, but here is hoping to a much better year in 2012.

I know I do this often.....I end up having to take a break from the blog because I just become too overwhelmed and can't find the time to post. But I'm hoping that I can keep this year going. I like the idea of posting certain things on certain days i.e. ten on tuesday and 10 on 10...that kind of thing.

With all that said, I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and I hope that the upcoming year is filled with laughter, smiles, family, and friends.

Happy Holidays!!!

The Casey Anthony Verdict -- My two cents!

2011-07-06T12:44:00.001-06:00

The Casey Anthony trial and verdict has bothered me a lot, but probably for a very different reason than a lot of people. Of course, I feel bad for the child who was killed but I could honestly care less whether the mother was found guilty or not guilty. This is not national news. This isn’t news at all. It is simply a distraction. It is something to make Americans forget that more important things are going on here in the United States and more importantly, right in your backyard.

This is the issue: What will this country gain by a conviction and an execution? Would a conviction or execution somehow prevent a child from being killed by a parent in the future? Probably not! Now, how many American kids go to bed hungry every night? How many children are sleeping in their cars or going from one friend’s house to another so they have someplace to stay for the night? How many die because they can't get the medical care they need? How many are abused in the foster care system or have become victims of human trafficking? These are all things that we actually CAN have an impact on if we focus on these types of issues. But nobody posts on Facebook about these issues.

I find it very ironic that many of the people that are rabid with blood lust for Casey Anthony are the same ones that claim to be pro life, but often take an anti-life position. I have never understood how one human can judge whether one life is more important than another based on a legal system that can be fraught with human error (Judges, lawyers, jury – all human). We are no longer a nation that allows those who are arrested the opportunity to stay “innocent until proven guilty.” The media has taken care of that. Americans are quick to judge and convict based on just enough information to be truly dangerous. If she did kill her child, will she have been the first to get away with it? NO! Will she be the last? NO! Bottom line, I keep hearing about how justice has failed. This is actually where justice HAS worked. It is in our very system to say that if there is even a drop of doubt, one cannot convict. Bottom line is, the average person only gets to see what the media wants them to see. No general public has the full story. Period!!!

What I am trying to say…care about the issues that we can actually make a difference on. I have found many who fall into the pro life category are usually against Medicade, S-Chip, Universal Health Care, rights for immigrants (or at least the ones who aren't white), and taxes for education. All the things that would help improve life for the child after it is born. In addition, they are also the first who want the death penalty in trials like this. All of these positions are anti life positions. Why are so many people only concerned with this one child? My conclusion…because the media made it important!

More Pictures from Georgetown

2011-07-01T16:14:00.000-06:00

So, remember in my last post I talked about Sprinkles, the first cupcake bakery in the United States owned by one of the judges on Cupcake Wars. Here's a picture so you might recognize her.

And I wanted to share a picture of the Professor who took us on a walking tour of Arlington. We have two more tours with him in the next two weeks. He is a fountain of knowledge.

Anyways...I'm having a really great time.

I only wish someone would come visit me while in the nation's capital on July 4!

Ten on Tuesday

2011-06-28T21:42:00.000-06:00

1. I'm writing this from Washington DC. Yay!!!!

2. I know it has been a long, long, long time since I've posted. But I have been a very busy woman. I have been travelling. I have made it to Washington where I am working on graduate course work. But I wanted to finally post...just so I could keep any few readers I have.

3. I am in Washington DC. Living on the beautiful campus of Georgetown University. Taking courses (equivalent of six hours) and going on field trips as well. I feel like a college student again. I love it. I'm having one of the best times I've ever had. This place is amazing. The things I'm seeing are amazing. The stuff I'm learning is incredible. I am very lucky. This is all part of the James Madison Memorial Foundation Fellowship that I received last year. I am one of only 1000 James Madison Fellows in the entire United States. This is their summer institution on Constitutional studies. Perfect!

4. On my travels across the nation I stopped in Oklahoma City for a couple of days to visit with my longtime BFF Lorraine. It was wonderful. We talked and had a really great time. It was as if the past 17 years had never even took place.

Me & Laine!

5. Then, I was able to see my sister Jill, my brother in law Ross, my neice Zoey, and my nephew Max. I was finally able to see their beautiful house and visit for a little bit. We went to King's Island, and one of the highlights of the trip was eating at the Melting Pot. YUMMY!

Me and my sister Jill

Zoey, me, and Max

6. So, I arrived in Georgetown. Met my suitemate. She's from Portland, Oregon. We had dinner that night. All the fellows are very friendly so it was really easy on me, despite my shyness! Sunday, there was a formal luncheon with all the fellow, I walked around Georgetown, went to Mass at the church that Jackie and JFK and family used to attend. Monday was our first day of classes and discussion groups. Tuesday we had class and discussion groups again and in the afternoon we had a special tour with Professor Smith and went to Arlington Cemetary. It was great. Wednesday, class and discussion groups again. Class and discussion groups on Thursday and then that afternoon the fellows had a private session with Justice Sonia Sotomayor. Super cool! She was so interesting. Friday, I was up at 4am to catch the bus to Monticello (Thomas Jefferson's home) and Montpelier (James Madison's home) and then, that night the fellows went out for drinks at The Tombs (the bar from St. Elmo's Fire was based on the one we were at). And just a side note....getting up at 4am and returning to the dorms at 2am......I am too old for that kind of thing! This week it is just class and discussion groups because we have a major paper due!!!

Me, at the Supreme Court building

Me with my boyfriend, Thomas Jefferson

Me hanging with Dolly and James ... the Madisons

7. I had a cupcake at Sprinkles. If you don't know what that is.....if you watch Foodnetwork's Cupcake Wars, she is the curly haired female judge. Anyway, her cupcake bakery was the first of its kind.

8. I have had such amazing food here. Italian, pizza, deli style sandwiches, mexican, five guys burgers and fries, thai food, and sushi. Thank God for a gym!!!

9. I have met amazing people in this group. From all over the nation. The sad thing is, I've realized that New Mexico is lagging far behind in their social studies curriculum at the secondary level compared to the rest of the nation. It's amazing what others are doing in their districts and schools.

10. Despite the fun and learning. I miss my kids, and I miss Daniel!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-05-31T15:11:00.000-06:00

1. It's been an interesting week. End of the school year. Graduation has come and gone. And summer is here! Yay!!!

2. Rachel and Kira are on their Caribbean Cruise. Yep, I'm jealous.

3. I've decided, I'm really really missing the beach. I need a beach vacation.

4. Having said that, I'm also missing VEGAS! I need a getaway to Las Vegas.

5. I went to the gym today and was able to take my time. It was wonderful. This is part of why I love summer so much. It's so relaxiing. How do I go from incredibly busy to such a bum?

6. Josh and Rachel head to their dad's house on Sunday. I head to Tucumcari. It's a much needed visit with Daniel. Long overdue.

7. On my way to Georgetown University this summer, I'm going to be able to visit my friend Lorraine and my sister Jill. I'm looking forward to it so much!!

8. In the meantime, I have to clean my house and get it ready for closing up for the summer. THAT is something I am NOT looking forward to. Someone please give me some motivation to do that.

9. There are so many summer movies I want to see: Pirates Four (heck yeah, Jack Sparrow), Hangover Two (which will be too funny), Kung Fu Panda Two and Cars Two (yeah, I'm a sucker for kids movies), and of course, I can't think of the rest at this time.

10. Did I tell you all how happy I am that summer is here?

Ten on Tuesday

2011-05-24T13:42:00.000-06:00

1. I'll start this post by saying, YES, I know it has been days and days since I last blogged. Busy is the word. Of course, after the year I've had, I'm just catching up on sleep.

2. On that note....can I tell you.....I slept ALL WEEKEND long. I couldn't even make it through ONE movie. I slept in bed. On the couch. On the floor. I guess I needed it. :)

3. I do have some happy news however. I received an A in both my classes this semester. I truly worked so very hard for them. I must say, I am very proud of myself.

4. School year is winding down. It is finals week. Two more finals to give tomorrow and school is finished. I'm very excited.

5. Rachel and Joshua will be off to visit their dad for the summer.

6. I am off to Georgetown University to do some more learning. It'll be an exciting adventure. Anyone going to be in the area for the Fourth of July? I'll be in the nation's capital on it's birthday and I'll be alone. Any takers?

7. On my journey to Georgetown, I'll get to visit a long time BFF.....Lorraine! It should be spectacular. Well, I mean, who wouldn't enjoy Oklahoma City in June right? Ha ha! She's just lucky I love her so much that I'm willing to visit in the middle of tornado season! OH wait! That's all year right?

8. Also on my journey, I'll get to spend some time at my sister Jill's house and I'm really looking forward to that.

9. Graduation day is Saturday. It always makes me smile and brings tears to my eyes. I'm surrounded by amazing young adults and this is such a momentous next step for so many of them.

10. This last week of school always brings lots of visitors (past students) to my room. I love to see how much they have grown and matured (and gained weight....ha ha....that freshman fifteen is NO LIE). But all kidding aside, at least one former student that visits always makes my day and reminds me of how much I love my job and how I truly have touched someone!

Happy Week everyone!!!

Spring 2011 Semester - Officially OVER!

2011-05-06T14:18:00.001-06:00

Can anyone give me a WHOOP WHOOP!!!???

I can honestly say, this was a HARD semester. The reading and writing load was incredible. I'm not even sure how I did it. The end of the semester was incredibly tough as I had two graduate level research papers (20-25) pages to complete. The length isn't the problem, it's the research that goes along with it. The good thing is, one of the papers can be used as part of my master's thesis and so the research will definitely be beneficial for that.

Just a big thanks to all who supported me, encouraged me, and most of all believed that I could do it, and do it well.

I really want to take a moment to say that I couldn't have made it through this semester without Rachel and Josh. I had to drive to Las Cruces twice a week. Every Wednesday and Thursday, I would leave right after school let out and then I would get home somewhere between 10 and 10:15. That meant, I saw very little of Joshua during those two days and Rachel had to play the "parent" or at the very least the "babysitter." She would make sure that Josh did his homework, she would cook dinner, and clean up. She has taken on a lot of responsibility this year and it has helped me out tremendously. Yep, I really do have great kids!

....Bring on Georgetown!

Last week of classes

2011-05-02T21:02:00.000-06:00

It is the last week of classes. I promise I didn't procrastinate. I just had so very much to accomplish. Here is my list:

1. Take home final - finished this past weekend. (it was four essays - each essay 3-4 pages)

2. Presentation - almost finished.

3. Research paper #1 - almost finished.

4. Research paper #2 - just started.

Take home final and paper #1 due on Wednesday.

Presentation and paper #2 due on Thursday.

I better quit posting this blog!

I will contact those that I love dearly when this is all over!!! :)

Ten on Tuesday

2011-04-26T16:16:00.000-06:00

1. I hope everyone had a blessed Easter! Ours was very nice. We went to mass at St. Jude's and then went to Las Cruces for lunch/dinner at Outback Steakhouse. It was really a treat!

2. So, the "easter bunny" gave eighteen year old Rachel silly putty in her easter basket. She decided to put it on my blu-ray DVD player remote control. Yep, the silly putty is stuck in all the buttons. Then, she tried to blame it on her brother.

3. I'm thinking about doing the shoe challenge....posting a picture of different shoes each day...... It would be something new, plus, I would be able to use my camera more often! That would be a plus!

4. I have two classes left for each of my classes. I am truly happy about that! This was really a rough semester. I fell behind and never really caught up. I will be so happy about having a break! Plus, two more weeks of commuting to Las Cruces twice a week.

5. However, my break is not that long. I have to report to Georgetown University for my summer classes by early June. I'm excited, but I know it will be a crazy summer.

6. It is starting to get very warm here. I know Jill, your weather has been horrible. But I can't help but enjoy the sun and warmth. It was a truly cold winter in New Mexico.

7. I feel like I am always tired. If I could get by without sleep, I know I could get so much more finished and not feel so overwhelmed.

8. I have a great story. This restored my faith in humanity....sort of. Actually, it really did. My friend and colleague April is a single mother of three. She had her two little ones last night and went to eat at Margo's. When they went to the register to pay, an older gentleman asked if her husband was deployed and he'd be happy to pay for their dinner as a thanks. She told him that he wasn't military (she didn't have the heart to tell him she was single) and said thanks. Isn't that the nicest gesture. I loved that story.

9. What does everyone have on the agenda for summer plans?

10. Josh will be playing in a soccer tournament in Albuquerque the weekend of May 14-15. I'll take pictures!

Disneyland during Spring Break

2011-04-21T22:13:00.000-06:00

Josh, Me, Rachel, and Kira (oh, and Walt!)

Me and Josh on the Matterhorn!

Kira, Rachel, and Me on Snow White's Scary Adventure

Me and Rachel on Rachel's scariest ride (Mr. Toad's Wild Ride)

The Kids in at the entrance....

Me, Joshua and Dale!

Me and Rachel in line for Space Mountain

The Kids in the Teacup!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-04-19T21:53:00.000-06:00

1. Prom was a huge success. I am literally patting myself on the back. Well done! Well done!

2. I'm still tired. Imagine this kind of weekend. Up at 6am on Friday. Decorating, shopping, and working in very physical ways. In bed and asleep around 1am. Up at 6:30am for more decarating, fighting with the flower people because my centerpieces weren't done right. Running last minute errands, making dinner for the kids. Showering and getting ready for Prom (yeah, I dress up), and head to the Prom for last minute final touches and watching the DJ and caterer. Dance starts at 8pm and lasts until midnight. Quick clean up. Movies at 1am. After movies, to the AHS cafeteria for Prom Breakfast. There until 4am, and home and in bed by 4:30 am. Yep, I slept almost all day on Sunday! STILL TIRED!!

3. Easter Sunday this Sunday. How was your lenten journey?

4. I love Bob from Biggest Loser! He's definitely awesome!

5. Rachel and I have become fans of Philly Cheesesteaks. We've had them at least once a week for the last four weeks. Yeah, they are delicious. If only Josh would learn to love them. :)

6. I want to see Scream 4. Anyone want to go with me?

7. Oh yeah, Disneyland pictures. I promise. They are coming! Ha Ha Ha! I'm such a procrastinator.

8. Seriously, it's just that I'm so behind always. Actually, I have had piles of grading. Tons of papers and reading for homework. And two 20-30 page papers due by May 5. The research is killing me.

9. I'm taking a day off from my school (work) to go work at the library for school (master's). Wish me luck. Hopefully, I can get a lot finished!

10. I miss Daniel.

No Child Left Behind - Analogy

2011-04-14T13:56:00.000-06:00

I didn't come up with this, although I really wish I had. I have been trying to explain my complete lack of confidence in the NCLB law and this does it perfectly.

Enjoy and share with your friends especially those in education!

No Child Left Behind - The Basketball Version*
*by Dr. Richard Olenchak:*

1. All teams must advance to the Sweet 16, and all will win the championship. If a team does not win the championship, it will be placed on probation until it can be champion, and coaches will be held accountable.

2. All kids will be expected to have the same basketball skills at the same time and in the same conditions. No exceptions will be made for interest in basketball, a desire to perform athletically, or genetic abilities or
disabilities. ALL KIDS WILL PLAY BASKETBALL AT A PROFICIENT LEVEL.

3. Talented players will be asked to practice on their own without instruction. This is because the coaches will be using all their instructional time with the athletes who aren't interested in basketball, have limited athletic ability, or whose parents don't like basketball.
4. Games will be played year round, but statistics will only be kept in the 4th, 8th, and 11th games.

5. This will create a New Age of sports where every school is expected to have the same level of talent and all teams will reach the same minimal goals. If no child gets ahead, then no child will be left behind.

Ten On Tuesday

2011-04-12T22:02:00.000-06:00

...I'm almost nervous to start a Ten on Tuesday post as I'm not sure I have enough information to fill ten facts....we shall see.

1. First, I'd like to talk about standardized testing. The New Mexico Standards Based Assessment (NMSBA) is the test given to all students in publicly funded schools in New Mexico to determine whether schools are passing or failing. ALL students are required to take the same test during a testing cycle. Well, that's all the test was used for. To try and make kids take the test more seriously, the state of New Mexico decided to make this the graduation exit exam for this year's Juniors. Our "brilliant" --and I use that term loosely-- governor announced last night that due to the budget the test would not be assessed for the graduation exit exam....and it's in the middle of our testing cycle. The students at my high school had testing today and will test on Thursday in the subject of history. Do you know how many students didn't take it seriously today? And who won't take it seriously on Thursday? And this is supposed to evaluate my teaching??? Simply disgusting!!! Total lack of irresponsibility by our leader. Not to mention she appoints a Secretary of Education who has NEVER stepped foot in a classroom as a teacher. Anyway....I could go on and on and on about how much I hate our new governor.

2. The weather has been BEAUTIFUL.....sunny with a slight breeze and a nice 72 degrees. Simply lovely.

3. I am sick of the absolute poor quality of the majority of Joshua's teachers this year. I think he has two out of eight teachers who are decent. And trust me, I'm not being biased. I understand how kids can be. I have formed my opinions by the communication I am having with his teachers.

4. I bet you all are still wondering where my Disneyland pictures are huh?

5. I received all my books and information from the James Madison Fellowship for this summer at Georgetown University in the mail today. I'm super excited. Of course, I wish they asked me if I already had any of the books. I mean, how many copies do I need of the Federalist Papers?

6. My hair is cut and colored as of today. I feel fabulous and I may even look it too! :) ha ha ha!

7. Prom is this weekend. Pray for me! Decorating all day on Friday until probably 10 or 11 pm. Saturday -- the dance until midnight, movies at 12:30, and breakfast at 2:30. Long weekend....

8. I am watching Cardinals baseball.....and I should be reading! :(

9. Trying to stay positive. Trying to stay positive. Trying to stay positive. (that has become my new mantra)

10. A season of change is upon me. I can feel it!

More Random Acts of Kindness through the Lenten Season

2011-04-07T10:00:00.001-06:00

Yes, this Lenten Season has been quite an emotional one for me. I have been working really hard to continue with my acts of kindness. And though, I haven't been posting them daily...I did want to say, they have continued. Sometimes, I'll even get more than one act of kindness in there.

So, here's another list of things I've attempted to do, to make me better and at the same time, make someone else's day better or brighter.

1. Ok, this may not be so random, nor is it solely my act of kindness, but my friend April had a birthday recently. A group of us went to lunch. It was fun.

2. That colleague of mine who has class with me and misses a lot...yeah, still copying notes for him and getting them to him.

3. There is a woman who comes to Breland Hall on the NMSU campus in Las Cruces. Breland is where all my classes seem to be and she is always there about the time I arrive for my classes. She feeds and waters the stray cats in the area. Now, I don't like cats at all, but I actually helped her carry the water jugs down the steps to the back of the building.......(and yes, I had to stop thinking, well, if you didn't feed them, they wouldn't hang out here)!

4. A teacher at Mountain View Middle School does Educator Support at his school. I am the Educator Support at the high school. A teacher transferred mid-year from MVMS to the high school so I had to get his Ed Support paperwork. The Ed Support teacher at MVMS offered to bring it by, but I was going to be at the school dropping Josh off anyway, so I saved him a trip and picked up the paperwork...even though I was running late (as usual)!!!

5. There was a student who was having a really hard time lately. And I won't lie. With Prom coming up, six hours of graduate classes, my own children's schedules, and a full-time job that requires at home work...I really don't have a lot of free time....however, I took the time to talk to this student the other afternoon and she talked for close to an hour and a half. But I listened and offered what advice I could. I believe she just needed someone to talk to.

6. Through my Lenten journey, there are several things that I now am very conscious of....I always hold the door open for people. Always. I constantly use the words "please" and "thank you".....I hadn't realized that sometimes I was forgetting to. I am making an effort to say hello, good morning, etc. whenever I pass by someone (stranger or not)!

I hope all of you who are travelling down this Lenten journey are finding new meaning in Christ. Rejoice! This is a time of renewal and rebirth!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-04-05T21:21:00.000-06:00

1. Have you ever been on an emotional roller coaster? I can honestly say, I'm so over it.

2. Check out this song by Martina McBride (I absolutely love her voice BTW) and the song. Teenage Daughters! It's really good. I heard it on the radio on one of my drives to school. Plus, I think she is beautiful. Tell me what you think!

3. I didn't cry at Biggest Loser today! I think I am growing a thicker skin.

4. Sometimes I wonder about what I know. When I think I am knowledgable and I have it all figured out...I find that I'm actually clueless. People surprise me everyday. I just can't believe the lack of integrity, the disrespect, and the deceit that comes out of some people. Imagine if we were all a little more caring, a little more patient, and put others first from time to time. And it's not just one person who is making me feel this way...it is the experiences I've been having for a while lately. I will give you an example in the next number (since sometimes I have a hard time filling my 10 on Tuesday).

5. Here is an example: I have a student who skipped my class. Mid day. He only had an absence for my class. He didn't check out, he didn't check back in. I gave him a zero for the assignment (my policy is if you aren't in class and it is an unexcused absence no grade) and his parent called him in to excuse and I know he skipped my class. I know it for a fact. It makes me so angry...what is that parent teaching this child? Seriously? Some people should not be parents.

6. If you ever visit, or happen to have me make you dinner...you should have me make you my Philly Cheesesteaks. They are AMAZING! I'm not even lying!

7. Prom is less than two weeks away...anyone want to help? I need someone to get on the lift and do the ceiling.... :)

8. I read this quote from Isak Dinesen on my sister Jill's Blog, and like my sister, it just resonates with me...Here it is. "The cure for anything is salt water-- sweat, tears, or the sea."

Lately, I have had an abundance of tears. The sweat, no problem. The sea is more challenging. It is something that I miss incredibly living in the desert. I have always loved the beach and all it has to offer. And when my sister lived in California, I was able to visit her and the beach at least once a year. Now, it's been way too long since I've been on the beach. It rejuvenates me. I sure would like to spend some time on the beach. And the sooner the better.

See how happy I am?

9. I lied, Biggest Loser did make me cry....at the end! Dang it! No thicker skin!!!

10. I am missing Daniel. Terrible. Period. I wish Tucumcari was where Tularosa was. :)

April.....and musings of life as I am experiencing it now....

2011-04-04T22:23:00.001-06:00

Incredible. April already? Where did the school year go? Prom is officially less than two weeks away. I have no idea how time passed by and I didn't even notice. Life, it's amazing how sometimes it can get in the way.

April marks many things for me. 1. The month of Easter. 2. The month of Prom. 3. My friend April's birthday. 4. The last nine weeks of school. 5. Josh's spring soccer season in full swing. 6. Warmer weather (actually, it's one of my favorite "weather times" of the year....still cool, sunshining all the time, blue skies, and wind....this weather reminds me why I've stayed in New Mexico all these years despite my dislike for this small town). 7. Spring....I really love Spring...because it reminds me that summer is just around the corner.

Anyway...speaking of life.....I feel as if I've always had things very easy. Life was about choices, I made them and whether they were positive or negative, I survived. All of it. In one form or another.

- Leaving my parents in Germany to go off to college in Illinois when I was clearly NOT ready. Wasted time, wasted money (my parent's)...
- Getting married when I was way too young.....we all know how that ended up.

But in reality...those were minor consequences. Don't get me wrong...the divorce. Tough as hell. That's a given. And I guarantee, it wasn't for a lack of trying. I had children and a famly and well, divorce isn't something I know or something my family knows. Divorce was ... something that made me feel like a failure. It was something I dealt with for a very long time. This idea that I failed miserably and made such a tremendously wrong choice that ended up affecting two children, and two sets of families....I felt guilty, for sure.

AND THEN.... life took a complete turn around....someone came into my life and for the first time ever....I felt whole again...not because of any of that mushy silly you complete me stuff...but because it was a friendship turned into so much more. I had the best conversations, laughter, and connection with this man. As we continued with our relationship, I just knew I finally found what all those people constantly talked about that I thought was only in fairy tales.

AND THEN...life throws me another curve ball. I have had my life turned upside down and topsy turvy by someone who has no clue. Obviously, the number one person affected...the man in my life. And how can that not affect me? I know it is cryptic here, but I have to be. For many reasons!

But, many have told me I'm strong. And you know what? I know I am. I have never let anyone truly take advantage or run over me.....and that won't start now. I am going to survive this. He will too. And, you know what, we will too. Our relationship continues, and that makes me super happy......

Sorry for the rant.
I am feeling very emotional today and had to rant...even though I was cryptic.....I know, not fair in a blog...right?

Happy Monday!

Random Acts of Kindness through the Lenten Season

2011-03-30T22:44:00.000-06:00

Well, I know I was going to post my daily random acts of kindness...but, I completely forgot about Spring Break. AND while I was on Spring Break, I tried to stay away from the computer.

So, here's a quick summary of my acts of kindness as I remember them!

1. A colleague of mine (he's actually a history teacher at Josh's middle school) is taking the same class as I am on Wednesday nights and he misses a lot and I've made copies of my notes and given them to him. As a matter of fact, I'm still doing that.

2. While we were traveling over Spring Break, I was approached by some kids who were fundraising for something. I didn't really have enough cash on me to purchase what they were selling but I did have a dollar and some change, so I just donated the money to them.

3. While in Walmart, this little old lady was trying to reach something off of the top shelf. Now, I know I'm not much taller but I did get the item for her. This is one that I've copied off of Daniel. He does this often for people :) Of course, he's much taller than I am.

4. I was standing in line at the hotel in Anaheim and it was about 10 pm. There was a lady with her three little kids waiting in line behind me. The kids were whining and tired and two of them wanted to be held. I let her check in ahead of me, so she could get the kids up to the room and to bed.

5. I held the door open a lot. For a lot of people.

6. My colleague next door to me was out because his daughter was sick....I put together his lesson plans so he wouldn't have to and things could continue in his classroom in his absence.

7. I surprised Josh with a caramel apple. It was yummy (he let me have a bite).

8. Koda jumped up on the counter (somehow) and got a hold of Rachel's loaf cake (buttery vanilla) so I went to Walmart and bought her another one.

9. I brought one of my friends coffee one morning.

10. While at Disneyland, the kids decided to ride the Grizzly River Run (you know, those big river raft rides where you definitely get wet) and I didn't want to ride it (way too cold with 50 degree weather) so I sat on this bench and was all stretched out on it. This lady was standing next to the bench and I moved over and asked her if she would like to sit down. We struck up a conversation and she was from Carlsbad, NM so that was kind of cool.

11. I told a student that I really liked her skirt. Oh, and another student that I liked her outfit. And another student that I really liked her new haircut.

Well, I think I'm done there. I can't remember any other acts of kindness. I do promise that I am doing at least one everyday!!!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-03-29T22:24:00.000-06:00

1. I'm so sad Spring Break is over. I could have used two weeks. I've been buried in homework and grading...already

2. I didn't cry when I watched "The Biggest Loser" tonight. For the first time.

3. Prom is quickly approaching. I'm so tired of all the planning and decoration making and and and.....I don't think I will be doing this next year. It's just too hard while I'm going to school.

4. I am still doing my random acts of kindness. I know I didn't post while I was gone for Spring Break so I'll have a separate post to do a summary of my acts of kindness.

5. I can't believe that it is in the 80s this week in southern California. It was in the 50s when we were there.

6. Just when I think I don't have to spend any more money...the lamp in my living room doesn't work. What the heck???

7. I have decided. I actually like Justin Bieber.

8. Rachel and Joshua think I'm nuts and they have disowned me because of #7.

9. I think I need Bob Harper to be my personal trainer. Well, I'll take Jillian Michaels too. :)

10. I have set up a schedule so I can start running more regularly. I forget how much I love it, until I get a day where I can really go...then, I wonder why don't I do this more often? Yeah, I have set up a workable schedule and I'm going to stick to it.

My Absence

2011-03-27T22:55:00.000-06:00

Greetings! My absence can be blamed or given credit to (depending on how you look at it) to Spring Break and a much deserved one at that.

The first couple of days of Spring Break, I spent in Tucumcari with Daniel. Then, it was off to sunny California with Rachel, Joshua, and Kira. Ah, but guess what? No sun. NOT much anyways. It was high 50s for most of the day. Reaching the low 60s on occasion, and it rained Wednesday evening (read poured) here for 4 hours. And rained again Thursday night starting about 10pm and lasted until the next morning when we were leaving. It did make for very short lines at Disneyland!

Disneyland was great. But my kids WORE ME OUT!!! We were up early for early morning hours that came with our package and stayed until closing except for Wednesday night. And let me tell you. I was dragging. My poor body was tired.    I have lots of pictures which I will share as soon as I download them.

Friday we stopped in Phoenix to see my mom and dad. That was nice. It's always pleasant to see them, especially since it always seems like forever in between visits (though it isn't).   We ate at Macaroni Grill -- always yummy. And my mom and I went shopping at Victoria's Secret -- I was in much need of some...undies! :)

Other than that....we made it home on Saturday. Spent the evening with Daniel.

School tomorrow. Back to the grind. April will be a very busy month. Prom preparations. I have two 25 page papers due plus the added readings and regular papers. I am ready. I hope.

I am still doing my random acts of kindness. Of course, I haven't been posting here. But, I will be sure to add some tomorrow when I post.

Ten On Tuesday

2011-03-15T22:19:00.000-06:00

1. Three days until Spring Break. And I am so excited. I really need the break.

2. Joshua must be growing. He is eating nonstop!

3. Spring Break adventures. I will start out in Tucumcari. Then, Rachel, Joshua, Kira and I will head to Disneyland. We will finish up the trip in Phoenix for a night to see my parents when they return from visiting Jill, Ross, Max, and Zoey in Ohio.

4. I think cell phones are the best thing ever. It allows constant contact with those so far away. Phone calls, text messaging, email, facebook all on my phone. I love it! It amazes me often.

5. It was high 70s today. Sunshine and beautiful. This past weekend I was in shorts and a tank top and even have a hint of some sun. It's hard to believe about a month ago I had to dress like it was winter.....see pictures below (taken on the NMSU campus). I look like a hausfrau!

6. End of the third nine weeks. One more quarter to go and this school year is over. Bring on summer.

7. I have been reading some really GREAT books for my classes. The most recent one (which is an easy read) I would recommend to everyone living in the west. It would greatly help the understanding of the word "jihad" as Muslims truly see it. The book is written by an anthropologist instead of an historian, but it is very good. The author interviews several Muslims from different parts of the world. The only problem I had with the book is that the author didn't really interview Muslims in the Arab part of the world. But I think that he was trying to get a different perspective than the traditional Arab muslim. Here's a link to check out the book.

8. I hate Daylight Savings Time. This time messes me up. I like the other time better.

9. I seriously wish I could get by with no sleep... can you imagine all the stuff I could get finished?

10. Disneyland for Spring Break. Color me excited!

Days Three, Four, Five, and Six...whew...that's a lot!

2011-03-14T22:57:00.001-06:00

And through the Lenten Season I go.....some days are harder than others!

Day Three - A student (who will remain nameless) decided to pick up his friend's Guided Reading from the basket...his friend wasn't in school on Friday. He was using it to copy. I was looking for it and when I asked about it, the student I'm referring to fessed up. I appreciate that he did tell me he was cheating. So, instead of giving him a flat zero (since I'm attempting to do a kind act everyday) I took his paper, gave him a brand new one in which he would have to redo using the book and not his friend's paper. It worked out well. And I figured I could afford to be kind on this one as it wasn't a test or a paper that was plagiarized or anything like that.

Day Four - Saturday, was a busy day. But I got up early and met up with the Junior Class prom committee to do some painting for prom. I brought everyone food. :)

Day Five - Joshua and Rachel both were able to plan their favorite meal for this week and I went shopping for everything that was needed. Most times, I cook what I want (simply because it's based on how tired, busy, etc. that I am and sometimes those kids want quite extravagant meals)..yep, they are spoiled!

Day Six - Today, I met with Rachel and Kira for lunch at Brown Bag Deli and paid! :)

Ok, ok, I know these are not those stupendous over the top acts of kindness. But I'm getting better....I know it is really easy to be kind to your family. I'm working up courage to be kind to a stranger!!! I promise I'll make it.

The Lenten Season

2011-03-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

What is that smudge on your forehead? I've heard that question in a variety of ways my entire life. Yesterday was Ash Wednesday, the beginning of the Lenten Season. As a kid, it was always about giving up something (usually chocolate or candy or some other "bad" thing) and even in my adult life I've giving up something. For the past five or six years however, I 've used Lent as a way to do things better in hopes that I can make it a lasting habit in my life. So, that's what I'm doing this year again.

I've been exploring some negativity and apathy in my workplace. Due to circumstances and a small town that is NUTS (that's another story), I've grown to become quite unfriendly and stand offish. Add that to the shyness factor and BAM! I'm the loner, the stuck up one, the cranky lady down the street :) ha ha! My goal for this Lenten Season is to do at least one nice thing a day...on purpose. I shall try to record those acts here. NO matter how silly they may seem.

So here goes ........

Day One (Ash Wednesday) - After my college class last night, I met up with a former student and bought her coffee at Starbucks. We caught up and discussed her life in college and we had great conversation. It was what was needed as she was having a rough time.

Day Two - My former student misses a dear friend who is currently going to school here. This morning I saw him and passed along a hug from her. It made his day.

I know, little steps, but it truly does make you happier, when you can make someone else happy!

Happy Lenten Season everyone! May you find peace, hope, and love in all things, especially Jesus!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-03-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

1. My homework load this week is incredibly daunting. I have two papers, two books to read, and a midterm to study for. My new theme song..."I will survive!"

2. Tomorrow is Ash Wednesday and the Lenten Season is upon us.

3. I have been thinking about what to give up for Lent......I was thinking I would try and do a random act of kindness every day. But I also wanted to give up something for lent. I just couldn't decide what.....

4. Has anyone ever driven in a snowstorm where the wind is blowing and the large snowflakes are coming at your windshield and it feels like you are being hypnotized by the flakes? Yeah, I experienced that recently. Very crazy!!

5. I seriously need to start running again. I'm feeling blech....is that a word? And I always de-stress when I can run. It always makes me feel better. I need to schedule it in. :)

6. Experiences can lead you to reexamine your views ....I have learned to appreciate lawyers so much more than I have in the past. I have also learned to really hate small town cops!

7. Spring Break is one week away. I'm so ready.

8. Actually, I'm really ready for summer, if you really want to know.

9. I love my friends. Those near and far. They are wonderful.

10. And just because I know I don't say it enough...I have the two best kids in the world. They are the greatest.

hahahahaha...Josh doesn't look very happy here does he?

Ten on Tuesday

2011-03-01T23:17:00.000-07:00

1. Yes, I know....I have been so absent from posting.

2. The busiest and one of the worst weeks ever...LAST WEEK!

3. Alamogordo is near White Sands National Park...it's a really neat thing to see -- it isn't really white sand it is actually gypsum. anyways....many people go out there and sled down the sand dunes. we all went on the three day weekend.... it was a good time.

Rachel and Kira

Daniel, me, and Josh -- making funky faces because it was getting late afternoon and the sand was BLOWING!!!

4. I am seriously questioning whether or not I'm going to be able to get through grad school. I NEVER sleep!

5. I have an interesting question....I have been trying to contemplate for a while. I have yet to find the answer. As a very shy person, I always marvel at those who make friends so easy. I have a hard time with it. I wonder how to get really good friends in my adult life.....especially since I moved around most of my childhood and then my early adulthood....just thoughts to ponder.

6. Just in case you were wondering.....The Biggest Loser....yeah, it still makes me cry every week I watch it.

7. Go see the movie Unknown with Liam Neeson. It is GREAT! I really liked it. Check out the movie trailer here

8. I am ready for summer.

9. AND ready for this school year to be over.

10. Prom coming up....anyone want to help decorate????

Wordless Wednesday - The Reading required of me for this semester (2 classes)

2011-02-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

Books, Articles, Journals, etc

Ten on Tuesday

2011-02-16T00:08:00.001-07:00

1. Josh starts soccer today. Practice. It looks like our busy lives just got a little more busy...if that's even possible. Because they practice all week!

2. My new shoes arrived. And they fit perfectly. Here are some pictures for you! I love them!!! :)

3. The weather has been absolutely beautiful. I just can't get over it. They are calling for 77 degrees tomorrow. AND it was below zero two weeks ago. Crazy!!

4. The kids and I were thinking about doing Disneyland over Spring Break.

5. I feel very behind in everything. Cleaning the house, doing lesson plans, grading papers, and homework. I just can't seem to catch up!

6. I hope everyone had a great Valentine's Day. I used to hate the holiday. But I've had a change of heart! (No pun intended) -- see my post from 2/14.

7. Several pictures of Josh. They require two separate numbers here of my ten. One of the pictures is of Joshua doing "Ra Ra Rasputin" -- Just for you Jill!!! Ha ha ha! (he was actually dressing like me and making fun of me...that's the first picture and then, he did the dance)

I'm cooking, Josh is mimicing me.

Josh as "Ra Ra Rasputin"

And....the dance! Just for Jill

8. Joshua put on my coat, my scarf, my hat, and my gloves in an attempt to make fun of me. This was during our snow storm when we were having below zero weather. Due to the snow days and extra time, Josh and I went to the movies to see The Green Hornet. But because the gas was shut off, there was no heat in the theatre. I stayed bundled up. Josh though it was funny enough to mimic me!!!

9. Just for Max and Zoey. A picture of koda/kodie/koca :)

10. Three day weekend this weekend. The kids, Daniel and I are going to Carlsbad Caverns. It should be a fun couple of days. I will take lots of pictures.

Happy Valentine's Day!

2011-02-14T23:03:00.001-07:00

Reflections on love. Well, it is Valentine's Day after all and it almost requires exploring that "love thing."

The question is always, "What is love?" Of course, there are literally thousands of answers to that question. I believe the problem with the word love is that we don't have enough words to express love. We have the word like, and that's a lukewarm feeling and kind of lame. We have the word adore, which can be linked to romantic love or the love of children. Here is the dilemma. What words do we use to express the love I have for my friends, or my dog koda? What about the love I have for my job? How do I express my love of food or love of shoes? And how is it we use the same word to express our feelings of love for our lover and our parents? Perhaps the English language is lacking in ways to express love. Maybe that's why some people just don't use the phrase "I love you" often enough. Maybe.

Do we say I love you enough? I grew up in a family that used the phrase often. I am lucky. I have also known people who never utter the phrase. Or if they do, it is said very infrequently. I know people are often skeptical about love. Sometimes, people are even afraid to love. I also know people have become cynical about such a holiday as Valentine's Day. And I can't say that I don't blame them...on the surface. But, here I am reflecting this year about the "love" holiday.

Yes, yes, we should express "love" in all forms, every day of the year. But sometimes I wonder if it ACTUALLY is a good thing to have a special holiday to simply celebrate love. Yes, we should feel it and show it to those we love each and every day, but what about the celebration of love? Shouldn't we do that too? Perhaps it is true that there is no such thing as too much love. Some of you cynics out there are probably saying, "I don't need a special day to celebrate love." But why not? Celebrate it as often as you can. And perhaps a day like Valentine's Day will allow that one person who is skeptical, cynical, or afraid to open up and embrace love in all its forms.

Hearing the words "I love you" can warm the heart and make you smile. Life is sweeter hearing it, whether from your spouse, your girlfriend/boyfriend, your children, your mom or dad, or your best friend.

Love freely, love geniunely, and love authentically! Say it out loud and say it often. And celebrate it!! Even on Valentine's Day!

I love you all (like it or not)!

Happy Valentine's Day!

Ten On Tuesday

2011-02-08T16:36:00.000-07:00

1. I'm getting this post in quite early compared to other Tuesdays! Yay Me!

2. Still cold. I know, I shouldn't complain, but seriously. Where's the warmth???

3. I almost called this "Two on Tuesday" because I don't have much to say! Yeah, I'm funny like that.

4. I bought shoes online. I hope they fit. They are awesome! The first picture is of the shoe (not blurry) the second picture is blurry, but that's the actual color I ordered (pewter)!

Shoe style.

shoe color.

5. I have had a pimple on my nose for a week. What the heck? It's bad enough I have to deal with wrinkles. But pimples too? GAH!!!

6. I have learned to "read" a book in two days. It is called gutting a book! It's what you have to do when you are required to read 2-3 books a week and write 2 papers.

7. Everyone is talking about more snow in the future. I'm not enthused about it.

8. Any ideas for Spring Break? I so wish I could afford to go on a warm beach vacation!

9. My mom will get a kick out of this one. I use her "Germany" basket almost everyday. I bring my thermos full of coffee or tea, my lunch, and water in it. I was walking into the school the other day and someone asked me if the basket I was carrying was from Germany. I said yes, thinking that's where I always saw my mom use it so she must have gotten it in Germany. I hope I didn't lie! :)

10. Life is busy, but life is good!

The Rantings of a High School Teacher

2011-02-07T13:47:00.003-07:00

Motivation. Now, that is a tricky word. Especially if you are trying to apply it to high school students. I have found that many teenagers today lack motivation. I hear excuse after excuse about why someone can't come to a meeting (even though they are the officer for that organization) or why they aren't in class, or even why they can't seem to do their homework, study for a test, or even do their classwork.

Then, I hear people (and when I say people, I'm talking about those outside the education field or just on the peripheral edges of it) and they comment that if the teacher's lessons were engaging and relevant then the motivation would be there. I am here to argue that point....

Today, teachers of teenagers must compete with so many things....boyfriends/girlfriends, friends, family obligations, dual credit college course (and that will be a whole other blog), social time, computers, video games, extracurricular activities including sports and clubs, and WORK..... work is a big one.   Today, kids are under the impression that they have to do all this stuff and keep busy.  I believe that society as a whole has overloaded these kids that they no longer feel motivated to do anything.    So, they do nothing. Don't get me wrong. I still have the student that does everything they are asked to do perhaps in fear of what their parents will do or something else that motivates them. I have students who get by with the bare minimum so they can play sports...so there are occasional motivators!

How do we motivate teenagers? How do we get them to intrinsically understand the importance of a good education?   I have yet to find that answer.  I have seen glimpses of motivation out there from time to time. But how do I reach 160 kids everyday....I just don't know. But I shall never give up!!! That's the beauty of teaching and teachers. Despite every obstacle you can think of, they continue on their quest to reach that future generation and give them the tools to keep the future bright. Bright for that student and for those that student will one day have to support.

I know what many of you are saying at this point. But what about that good education?   Public schools are bad, teachers are horrible, etc. etc. etc. Good education is here. Public schools will have some of the best teachers you will ever encounter.  You cannot tell me that public school teachers are lazy or they don't want to be here. There is too much work involved to become licensed, too much work involved to stay licensed for anyone to actually think that teaching is an easy job. Education and certification requirements are so steep, public schools will offer you some of the best in the field.    Unfortunately, teachers deal with someone's child. And sometimes people are not objective when things go wrong. Such is life. And it's always the bad teacher in the news. It is never the outstanding teacher in the news, they are never recognized publicly by the media.

Society today needs to stop listening to the politicians and the media and all its rhetoric about poor quality public schools. That No Child Left Behind law that was enacted....is setting up public schools to fail. Because of this, we will have an entire generation of children who will have been lost in the shuffle. No matter how smart you think your child is, the system we are under will hurt their learning.   And it will be that very public school teacher who is blamed, who is required to explain, and will take the fall when schools fail in a system that was enacted by the federal government with no other possible outcome available. Let me explain.

First, schools are tested. So, now all we care about is testing. Not learning. Just testing. That gets mighty boring in schools, you can ask any one of my students. Even the motivated students will say that school is boring. And of course, if a student doesn't care about the test, well, there is no mechanism in place to hold the student accountable, or even the parent. So, it MUST be the teacher's fault.

Second. We tend to want to accelerate learning in our children.    Do you remember when you learned to read in Kindergarten and First grade. Now, it's almost a criteria before you can go. We push kids faster and faster and it's easier when you are ten and your whole world is your home and family. But what happens when you turn sixteen? What then? That sixteen year old has no idea how to be a kid AND do what is expected in school. We've crammed education down their throats and by the time I see them in high school....they are so burned out!!!! Instead, that sixteen year old wants to hang with friends and spend time with their boyfriend/girlfriend. They don't want to study or do homework anymore. Why should they? They are so smart. They've been reading chapter books since third grade.   This mentality has led high school students to take dual credit courses at the college level with community colleges. Great opportunities here. Seriously. Especially for those kids who are truly brilliant (not just accelerated). But I'm here to attest that I have sophomores (2nd year in high school) taking college classes and as their history teacher I know for a fact, they are not even ready academically. Not even close. So, what happens? College professors tell us they have to lower standards or all the kids will fail. This will sound familiar to just about every educator at every level. That brings me to my third point.

Third. This testing that we must do has led to teaching to the lowest common denominator. We can't challenge these students. We have to meet standards and benchmarks. Kids have to pass the test. Okay, so now what? The top kids get left behind and check out. The middle kids aren't interested and become bored. The bottom kids are frustrated and give up. This is a no win situation for everyone. And who do we blame? The only people we can because we can control their job, their certification, their evaluations. The teacher.

I'll get off my soapbox for now. But I did warn you, I wrote rantings in the subject line! :)

Christmas Pictures!

2011-02-03T15:14:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know. It's February and I am just now posting the pictures I took at Christmas. There are just a few but I wanted to share. I received a camera for Christmas and I'm slowly learning how it works and having fun with it!

Rachel stirring gravy!

Max and Zoey

Rachel playing BINGO with Max

This time Max is looking at the camera

Joshua, Rachel, and Max playing BINGO

Everyone (minus me, since I took the picture) ready for Christmas Day dinner! YUM!

BINGO!!!

Ten on "Snow Day" Tuesday

2011-02-01T21:33:00.001-07:00

1. Snowing since 11am or so and it hasn't let up. School let out at 2:30pm and no school tomorrow. I love unexpected snow days. BUT I hate having snow around forever. It does look like a winter wonderland right now though.

Rachel in the doorway of our apartment - can you believe all the snow?

Koda in the snow!!!

2. I am hoping that the University is closed tomorrow as well. I could use a day to catch up on sleep and get ahead on some of my college reading!

3. I have realized it is all a matter of perspective. 50 degrees doesn't seem so bad when it's 4 degrees out.

4. After taking Kira home tonight, I realized I had a flat tire. I don't even know how that happened. CRAZY!!!

5. A word of advice. Don't leave your camera lying around when my sister Jill is nearby. You may end up with a picture like the one below!!!

6. I have started to use my camera on a more regular basis. I haven't had one for so long I keep forgetting to actually use it. But I am getting better. I will even get the few pictures I took at Christmas posted soon.

7. Guess what? They are rereleasing Sixteen Candles in theatres for Valentine's Day.
"Wassa happenin' hotstuff?"
"Look dear...she has her boobies"
"no more yanky my wankie the donger need food"
"sofa city sweetheart"
"last night at the dance, my brother paid a buck to see your underwear."

Ha ha ha...I love that movie!!!

8. Daniel and I went to Las Cruces this past Sunday for a "date night" and we went to dinner and saw "Michael Flatley's Lord of the Dance." It was very good. Here is a picture of us before the show.

9. It is sooo very cold. I can't seem to get warm. I need a fireplace, an electric blanket, and a cup of hot tea.

10. I am tired. I think I will go to bed!

Ten on Tuesday

2011-01-25T23:59:00.002-07:00

1. It's cold in New Mexico again. We went from high 60s and low 70s to low 50s. BRRRRRR!!!

2. I was actually sad the Bears didn't make it to the Superbowl. I didn't watch the game against the Packers but I was paying attention. Yeah, I was soooo looking forward to doing the Superbowl Shuffle!! (Remember that?)

3. I am reading "Redeemer Nation" by Ernest Lee Tuveson for my Reading Seminar in the History of American Political Theory. Very interesting. I'll have more to say when I finish the book.

4. Obama's State of the Union.....all rhetoric. And as my good friend Angela says....lip service! :)

5. I am angry at Joshua's Band Director and I have yet to call or email him so I can calm down a little bit. I don't want my emotions to rule my conversation. Joshua has early morning sectionals on Thursdays. He has to be at the band room at 7:45 am. School actually starts at 8:40. I drop Josh off in front of the school as close to 7:45 as I can and leave him with a bunch of other band students hanging out in front of the school. Josh said that the band director didn't show up until 8:20 and worked with the Saxaphone players. Then, he pulled the Trombone players (that's Josh) out of their first hour for the first part of the class to work with them. Josh was pulled out of Algebra. Something is VERY wrong here. Now, Joshua doesn't have school this Thursday. The band director says there is a mandatory sectional this Thursday at 7:45am. And he has threatened the kids that if they don't show up, they don't go to contest, and it will reflect in their grade. It isn't a school day. Rachel has classes, I'm at work. How does Joshua get home after sectionals? I'm just angry at the audacity of some teachers. THIS is what gives good teachers a bad name!!!!

6. Thanks for letting me vent about "band" troubles. Bleh!

7. I'm tired all the time.

8. It's been a rough couple of weeks. I feel like all I do anymore is complain. I'm sorry and would like to apologize to those who are reading my blog. I'm trying to be more positive. I hate that so many of my blogs seem to focus on a rant or I end up on my "soapbox."

9. January is NEVERENDING ....I know, I've said it before, but that's because it lasts forever.

10. I am going to see Michael Flatley's Lord of the Dance on Sunday with Daniel. I'm looking forward to it!

Wishing for summer and the beach!!!

2011-01-24T17:20:00.001-07:00

I was going through some old pictures and found these that were taken years ago on a summer vacation to visit Jill and her family. She was living near Los Angeles at the time near Redondo Beach. I miss those visits. I smiled when I saw these pictures. The kids look so young compared to what they are now and it doesn't even seem so long ago. But man, it sure does make me long for the beach and summer lazy days!!!!

Zoey & Max being buried!

Jill hanging out & mom collecting seashells for me! :)

Zoey, Rachel, and Josh (they ALL look so young) and check out the ocean in the background! :)

Ten on Tuesday!

2011-01-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

1. Second semester has started with a vengeance. One week in and I'm already drowning. How is that possible?

2. Yeah, I have tons of reading, papers to write, and all the usual teacher duties and Rachel is complaining about running tomorrow in her PE class.

3. Rachel wants to be in number three. It's better than number 2 I guess. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

4. I've started watching "Biggest Loser" and I'm addicted. I love love love Bob and Jillian and I cry at every episode. What is it with that show?

5. I am all moved into my new apartment. I think this will be the last move for quite some time. Everything is going smoothly and it's so much better for all three of us. Josh and Rachel both have their own rooms so that is quite a blessing (read less fighting here) and there isn't JUNK everywhere because we didn't have quite enough room in the last one.

6. WE are in warm weather again. I'm so happy. I couldn't handle the below 50 temperatures. Low 70s today! Sunny and beautiful. I loved it.

7. January is THE looooooooongest month. I'll be happy to get out of it. Still two weeks though.

8. Joshua's new year's resolution is to be more responsible. It seems to be working. Of course, it is still January.

9. Speaking of Joshua.....I went out and looked at my car this evening (and it's very dirty and dusty) and there were big honking footprints on the hood of my car. I thought they were Rachel's at first because she has skiis for feet. It was Josh. Oh, and Josh made a video. He posted it on his Facebook. It's called "Apartment Warfare."

10. I tried a new recipe for broccoli. It was a hit. And super simple. You can check it out here and try it. I recommend it.

Martin Luther King, Jr

2011-01-17T21:51:00.000-07:00

Though we remember a great man today, we must always remember all those who were activists in the fight for equality. From Alice Paul and Elizabeth Cady Stanton and Cesar Chavez to Malcolm X, Medgar Evars, and MLK, Jr.

Martin Luther King, Jr. is honored today for his contributions to the equality and freedom of all. The Civil Rights Movement had profound effects on our country. Dr. King was right. He said, "We must learn to live together as brothers or we will perish together as fools." He was also the one to say "It is always the right time to do the right thing."

Martin Luther King, Jr. Washington DC, 1963

Greetings - (and I was MIA for less than a month)!!

2011-01-10T18:57:00.001-07:00

Hello All! If indeed there is anyone who reads my blog! I know I have been pretty much out of the communication loop for some time. Once winter break hit, I didn't get on the computer unless I absolutely had to. It was lovely!

There are some things I wanted to share however now that I'm back to work and about to start school this week.....

1. I had one of the best Christmas celebrations in a long time. I was able to spend it with my entire family and we had a lot of fun. Great food, lots of laughter, and I guess I should mention that I slept. A lot!

2. This winter break I did absolutely NOTHING. No lesson plans, no homework, no reading. I did watch movies, eat, and sleep. Yeah, that's pretty much it. But, I think I needed it. Life was good this break!

3. My move into my three bedroom is COMPLETE. I will not move again! (at least for a long while)!

I want to let everyone know that I did get my camera that I wanted for Christmas so I'm excited to get started on using that. And get some pictures up on this blog! I'm trying to figure out a new meme that requires me to post regularly. Any ideas?

Wordless Wednesday! - Holiday Nails & Snowflake Ring

2010-12-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

Ten On Tuesday

2010-12-14T23:46:00.001-07:00

1. The weather across the United States has made me realize how lucky I am and how much I absolutely love the weather in the southwest. I like seeing snow, I like to watch it fall for a little bit, but I hate having it hang around for days and days getting all gray, and slushy. In addition, I remember those bitter cold days when I lived in Oklahoma City or Illinois. BRRRRRR! I definitely don't miss that. Sending warm thoughts to my friends and family in all the cold places in the country.

2. I hate not having a camera. I hope that I get one for Christmas. I always think I should post more pictures on here of the kids, me, and our life.....never happens because I just use the camera on my phone or Rachel's camera which I rarely have access to.

3. I love finals week. Especially when I am the teacher.

4. I miss having a reason to post every single day. Maybe I can come up with a new idea for a post a day in January. Any suggestions? I really like the shoe idea I saw.

5. My cold is still lingering and now Josh has it. Bleh!!! I can't wait until everyone is healthy again.

6. I am dreading my move across the street. It'll be nice to be in a new home that has three bedrooms. NOT looking forward to the packing, moving, lugging, and unpacking.

7. I am getting very very excited about seeing my mom and dad, and especially seeing my sister, bil (ross), zoey, and max....only because it seems like ages since I have seen my sister and her family.

8. Almost finished with shopping for Christmas. That's a first for me. I guess when you don't have a lot of money and you really really have to budget.......it isn't so sporadic!!

9. Once Friday comes around, I think I will sleep for days......it's been a really long and tough semester.

10. I think I could go to sleep right now. :)

Update

2010-12-09T23:33:00.000-07:00

Just wanted everyone to know!

1. I have had the "crud" since last Saturday. I am slowly getting better. As a matter of fact, I feel a little bit human today. A little bit. I think sleep would be great except my cold decided to hit me on finals week...super bad timing.

2. As of right now, okay, maybe five minutes ago, I submitted my last paper for the semester and I am officially done with Fall 2010 semester! 12 credits total. 24 to go!

3. I still have a PILE and do I mean PILE of grading to do before Monday! Anyone want to help?

Love to all, I'm going to bed!!!!

Hmmmm....interesting

2010-12-03T13:14:00.000-07:00

Something happened with my blog posts for the last couple of days. They weren't showing up. I maneuvered around the site a little bit, trying to figure out why? And then, all of a sudden. There they are. Hopefully, everything is working for me now.

So, in case you've been missing my posts for the end of November, and if you weren't just pretend you were. Here they are! Finally!!

Ten On Tuesday

2010-11-30T22:07:00.001-07:00

1) I am completely overwhelmed with the end of the semester coming up. I am behind in grading, behind in homework, behind in housework.....it's neverending.

2) I was finally able to experience Trans-Siberian Orchestra. My mom, Daniel, and I went to the show Sunday night and I thought it was amazing. Check out a youtube video of the actual show we attended HERE! Daniel and I enjoyed it very much. My mom, not so much!

3) I am looking forward to Winter Break (being politically correct here) so much this year. I don't think I have anticipated it quite as much in the past. But it is something I am looking forward to so much and I wish it was here already!

4) I am not sure if you all realize this, but the kids and I have been in a 2 BEDROOM townhome since they moved in. We moved to the only available 'bigger' apartment in my complex because I had a lease and there was no way the three of us and all the kids stuff would have fit in my last apartment. Anyway, the ONE lady who works for the complex who is actually easy to deal with and is super nice called me yesterday with an offer of a 3 BEDROOM townhome. Only $30 more. I'm relieved and not so relieved all at the same time. I don't want to move AGAIN...plus, it's right across the street! GAH!

5) Anyone want to help me move in January?

6) I just wanted to say that I love love love Cheddar Jalapeno cheetos. If you haven't tried them, you should!

7) I am missing the "big city" already. I've only been back in Alamogordo for a couple of days and yeah......if you've been here, you know!

8) So, Josh got in trouble and lost computer privileges. He's been super good, and super helpful in the hopes of getting his computer back early. Sometimes, bribery works!!! :)

9) The Holiday Season is definitely upon us. Decorating this weekend. Making cookies next weekend. Does anyone have any great cookie recipes to share?

10) I am really looking forward to Christmas. I will have the kids this year. Jill and her family will be in Phoenix and we will have this great big Christmas celebration with everyone. I can't wait!

Day 30 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-30T12:00:00.001-07:00

I have come to the end of the month of November and my thirty days of gratitude. I must say, I have so much to be thankful for. My sister inspired me to do this and at first I figured it would be very difficult to find something to be thankful for each and every day. But, though I struggled on certain days, it wasn't because I couldn't find something to be thankful for, it was because I had several things to be thankful for. I think as we go through life, and it starts to get in the way (work demands, schedules, etc.) many people tend to forget about the little things in life that we should be thankful for. This exercise of thirty days of gratitude helped me to appreciate those little things we take for granted. Thank you Jill for inspiring me to do this. Through all the trials and tribulation of life, and the things that I have done (though not all conventional or what I had planned) I am very thankful for the life I have, the friends in my life, my family, and all the little things in between.

..........and now, on to December!

Day 29 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-29T11:47:00.003-07:00

My sister Jill & her family live in Ohio. That seems so very far away. The time difference even seems too big to overcome! :) I miss her so much. I used to see her quite regularly when she lived in Southern California. It was easier to get out there and visit. Now that she's living in Ohio, I feel as if I haven't seen her in so long. We were able to get together briefly for Rachel's graduation, but I didn't get to see Max or Ross.

I'm thankful for the different types of communication that are available. This blog and hers. Phones, text messages, and emails. Even Facebook.

Her blog is my favorite. It gives me a glimpse of what she does day to day and what is going on in her family. I am so thankful for Jill. She inspires me, lifts me up whenever I need it, and gives me hope. Always!

I love and miss you Jill!

Day 28 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-28T11:10:00.001-07:00

It has been a hectic and fun-filled Thanksgiving Break this year. I spent it in two different places, meeting tons of people, eating great food, and spending quality time with those I have missed all year.

I know this is a given, however, I can't have a 30 days of gratitude without expressing my gratitude for the best parents in the world. Having children of my own (and I don't think those who don't have children can even imagine this) has taught me the joys of children but also the incredible heartaches that come along with it. If you don't have children who have hit puberty yet you may not know what I'm talking about. :)

I know whenever I struggle with my own children it is payback for the way I was growing up to my parents. Parenting is a thankless job. That I know. I know that throughout the years I have made countless mistakes and have taken wrong turns on the path of life. No matter what, my parents have always been there, for all kinds of support. No matter what I have done, they have taught me the lessons well and have bailed me out in endless ways. I am forever thankful for the parents I have. They are amazing. And I can only hope that I can live up to the example they have set!

I love you mom and dad! Thank you for everything!

Day 27 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-27T11:05:00.007-07:00

One of my favorite things about Phoenix, besides visiting mom and dad of course, is the ability to go and watch some hockey games. I just think they are the most exciting sport to see live and it is always a great time. My kids love it, I love it, and now that Daniel has had the opportunity to experience a live hockey game, I'm sure he loves it too! Here are some pictures.

Me & Daniel at the hockey game, sporting our hats!!!

Day 26 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

Safe Drive from Tucumcari, NM to Surprise, AZ and the opportunity to see snow on the way!

Now, I love seeing snow. I love visiting places that have snow and I'm thankful for the occasional "snow day" and a free day off from school when you don't expect it. I do not like having snow for days and days and having to drive through it and watching that pristine white snow turn into a gray, gross, slushy mess!!

So Daniel and I drove 652 miles to get to Phoenix in time for dinner reservations at Fleming's (another thing I'm very very thankful for)! And we drove through and saw snow in Gallup, NM and Flagstaff, AZ!! Beautiful landscape and snow. Nice drive. I had forgotten how pretty it is along I-40 in the western part of New Mexico.

By the way..Jill, Fleming's was amazing!! It was so good!!!

Day 25 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

I know, I'm a little behind on the posting. It's because of the actual Thanksgiving Day celebrations and a looooooooong drive on Friday.

So, Day 25 - the whole reason for this month of posting. Thanksgiving. I must say that I have a lot of stuff to be thankful for. My family, loved ones, and friends both near and far. My career that I love so much. All the good things happening in my life. These are blessings (even when sometimes I wonder....lol)

So. Lots to be thankful for. I wish I had a picture to add, but I'm not on my computer!

Love to all those in my life!!!

Day 24 - DoG - Day Of Gratitude

2010-11-24T13:49:00.000-07:00

I tried to get a picture. It just isn't happening! Sorry!!!! But I wanted to say how thankful I am for a really good burger......for example.....In N Out, Five Guys....you get the picture. Anyway.....if you are ever in New Mexico, you have to eat at blake's burgers. AND you have to get a burger with cheese and green chile! Yum-o!!!!!!

Ten on Tuesday

2010-11-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

1. Everything I am writing seems tough today. I have 'writer's block' or something.

2. I have decided that since TSA has all these new guidelines that infringe upon my civil liberties and rights in the guise of safety....I will refrain from flying as much as I can.

3. Met more of Daniel's family tonight. :)

4. Yep, still allergic to cats. Just sayin'

5. I found knock off UGG boots. $25 seems so much better than $220.

6. It is so nice to finally be out of Alamogordo, even if it is for a little while.

7. I am so looking forward to seeing my mom and dad on Friday. AND to be in a real city!! It's going to be GREAT!!!

8. I am also looking forward to Thanksgiving dinner. I love to eat, nap, eat some more, and just relax!

9. I will be missing my kids this Thanksgiving. It is the first one I will spend away from them and it was really hard saying goodbye to them this afternoon. I even got a little teary eyed. I think part of it is the fact that I will also be going to Phoenix to see my parents and they won't be with me. That has never happened and seems so strange!

10. I just want to wish everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving. Eat lots, rest lots, and enjoy your friends and family :)

Day 23 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-23T22:20:00.000-07:00

From time to time, this whole month of doing days of gratitude have been tough!

Today is one of those days.....it is hard for me to think of something to be grateful for.

But I would have to say, since I was traveling today, I have to be thankful for light traffic and a safe trip!

I have arrived in Tucumcari. That's in New Mexico! In case you didn't know.

I hope all those who are traveling this Thanksgiving holiday season arrive to their destination safely!

Day 22 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-22T23:42:00.001-07:00

Today, I have several things I want to mention....I am always thankful for the opportunity to go and get pampered just a little bit. I was able to cut and color my hair. I have finally found the most fabulous hairdresser. She wanted to try new RED highlights in my hair and I really like them. I took a pitcture but it doesn't do it justice. In addition, I was able to get a pedicure and the place that I go to has this Vietnamese lady who does an absolutely fantastic job. She really spends some quality time on my feet and calves. She even does a sugar scrub and oil massage. LOVE IT!! I took a picture of my toes ... a little blurry and no remarks about how funny my feet look, ok? And last but not least, Rachel made cookies. Little Russian Tea Cakes. YUM-O! It's been a fabulous Monday! There should be more like them!!!

RED highlights....hard to tell, but they are there, I promise.

My polish job. That little Vietnamese lady does great work!

Rae and Russian Tea Cakes

Day 21 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

It is the anniversary of Rachel's birthday and I can't believe that she is already 18. And I can't begin to imagine when that all happened...her growing up. But today I must say how very grateful I am for having such a wonderful daughter. Rachel has always been far older than her chronological age. She has had to grow up so fast due to circumstances. She is great.

Rachel has always had far more responsibility than other kids her age. She has always been the "helper" when I've been in school. When I was getting my teaching degree, it was Rachel who helped out with her little brother and now that I am working on my Master's, she is again the biggest help...driving her brother around, cooking dinner when I am at class, etc.

Rachel is a strong, confident, and very independent young lady. I am so very proud of who she is, and I can't wait to see what she will become. She will be a force to reckon with in her adult life. She will do great things, as she always has!

Me & Rachel - her 17th bday

goofy!

Rachel's graduation

Smile!

Twins!

Rachel loves hugs from her mom!

I love you, Rachel!

Day 20 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-20T22:36:00.000-07:00

I've been talking about the Just Dance game on the Wii. Well, Kira (Rachel's bestie) came over with the Disney's Sing it game and we played it all night Saturday night. It was so much fun. Check out the kiddos HERE and see what we did all Saturday . . .

Tons of fun!

I love family time and fun games with the kids!!!

Day 19 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

Ok, I have to a couple of posts all at once. I was really busy trying to get homework, grading, and cleaning finished before I left for thanksgiving break....

So, here's Day 19.

I know that this doesn't happen everywhere, but I get 9 days off for Thanksgiving Break. The full week and two weekends. I love it. Especially this year as it has been a really trying and tiring semester!!!!

I am thankful for Thanksgiving Break!!

Day 18 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-18T22:18:00.017-07:00

Family

I have been thinking a lot about family. Mostly because I live so far from them and I have been feeling sorry for myself and pretty lonely. I miss my sister and her family. I miss my mom and dad. I miss when my children were little and they thought I was EVERYTHING in their life.

As my children get older, I realize that life moves to a new phase. Very different than I thought it would be. Mostly because of the divorce. But also because there are changes with the kids. More independence, hanging with friends instead of with mom. You get the picture.

I am thankful for my family (as little as it is) and my extended family (as far away as they are)

I don't have pictures on my computer of Ross and Max with us :(

Disneyland

Hawaii (this is an old one)

Me, Josh, and Zoey!

The Girls

Dad, Rachel, Mom, and Me

Goofs (it's the KOLTZ pose)

CHEEEEEEEEESE

Rachel, Joshua, Papa, and Grandma

Day 17 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

~ laughter ~

it truly is the best medicine

I have no pictures....I wish I did

Dinner tonight was great and I'm not just talking about the food....

we had steak and shrimp and ratatouille (or what I call ratatouille....roasted squash, zuchini, tomatoes, mushrooms, and onions)

BUT

the thing that was the greatest was the laughter

Josh, Rachel, Daniel and I sat around the table and laughed and had a good time while we dined and talked and told jokes and laughed until we cried.

I am so grateful for those moments...it's what makes life worth living!

Ten on Tuesday

2010-11-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

1) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I is out this Friday. I am super super excited. Check out the preview....it's awesome. That's definitely on my movie list for Thanksgiving Break. Yay! Go Team Potter!!!

2) Thanksgiving Break is three days away! Whew!

3) I had to pull out my winter coat. It was so cold this morning!

4) I am not sure where this comes from or why I'm thinking of it now...but I absolutely had the phrases "baby daddy" or "baby momma"....ick! I guess people use it these days because so many kids are being born out of wedlock. Or maybe I hear it so much because of all the kids who get pregnant in high school!

5) I have signed up for classes for the Spring semester already. GAH! Pray that I make it through this year!

6) I am taking Seminar in American Political Theory and a History Reading Seminar - Modernity & Discontent (one history grad course & one government grad course)

7) I am looking forward to seeing my mom and dad next week. I can't wait. It'll be a fun end to Thanksgiving break - hockey game (coyotes v. ducks) and Trans Siberian Orchestra!

8) I am having Thanksgiving dinner in Tucumcari, New Mexico (it's located on I-40 in the eastern part of the state, if you were wondering) with Daniel's family. It should be a good time. :) I am looking forward to that as well.

9) Did I tell you all I have three school days left? Yep and then 10 days off!!!!!

10) Unfortunately, I still have a ton of homework! So, it won't be complete time off. I have a 7-9 page paper - a film review (5 pages), a book to read that I have to do a book review on, and a thick description to write on any primary source.....so...there ya have it!!!

Day 16 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

I am very grateful for my colleagues - well, most of them! :)

Let me explain the most of them phrase.

I think because we teach in a high school...some of the teachers act like they are in high school.

The negativity and drama is draining.

HOWEVER...

I do have great people, especially in my department. I have worked very hard to surround myself with the positive people...the fun people & the friends and colleagues who lift me up and make me better.

Life is great when surrounded by wonderful!

Mrs. Van & the girls - I don't have one of Mr. Van

Me & Mr. Buhler (he's my neighbor in my hallway and it's great)

Me & Tom (Mr. Hurdis)

Me and April (Ms. Hiles) :)

Me, Dina, & Ellen!

Me & Leah

Me and Dr. Knight - he always makes me laugh!

Me & Daniel - enough said :)

Of course, I don't have pictures of everyone....but you get the idea! I am very grateful for all my friends here in Alamogordo. Life is so much better when surrounded by wonderful people!
Especially when you have family so far away!!

Day 15 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

On the anniversary of Joshua's birthday, it seems only fitting that I should explain how grateful I am for such a great son. Truly. Oh, I'm not saying it has been easy, but I guess I have to be grateful for the type of challenges he presents to me.

Joshua is of a unique and creative mind. He gets caught up in things that allow him to create (whether it is building something or doing a video on the computer). He is extremely talented and creative. And very loving and cooperative when he wants to be. I am so very proud of him. If he can harness all these qualities as he matures and learns to time manage properly, he can be unstoppable. What a great young man in my life....grateful for all that he is and all that he does and all that he will become!

I love you, Josh!

Day 14 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-14T23:51:00.001-07:00

I am ever so thankful for.......clean sheets AND a made bed!

Here's why.

AND

Please don't judge me for what you read here.

Ever since I moved into my own place (about three years now)

I have been able to keep my house exactly how I 'like' it.

I have become my mom in many ways.

Before I go to bed at night....everything has a place.

AND

when I get up in the morning...certain things must be finished before I leave for school.

Unfortunately......with the kids in residence full time again.

Six hours of grad school

Full time work

teenage schedules......

my house is definitely NOT what I would like it to be.

I used to wash my sheets once a week and make my bed every morning. Not so much anymore.

Today, clean sheets (it's been about a month) and a made bed.

It makes walking into my room tonight so much better.

Made bed and clean sheets(sorry it's not centered)...so glad you can't see the dust! :)

Day 13 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-13T15:01:00.001-07:00

Friends, food, and a theme party!

I am thankful for the group of friends I have accumulated here in Alamogordo.

Life would be quite dismal without them. Saturday night....."hat" party with drinks, food, and fun!

Great times.

Me, in my hat for the "hat" party!

Day 12 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-12T16:49:00.000-07:00

I know I've done this before

BUT

I am truly grateful for Fridays!

I love the weekends.

Especially when I don't have anything scheduled.

This weekend, I have complete control over my time and schedule.

PURE BLISS!

For this I am thankful!

I may have to have one heck of a rockin' weekend....see picture below! (don't you just love it?)

Day 11 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

On the 11th day, of the 11th month, the armistice (cease fire) was signed ending World War I - the war to end all wars. This became known as Armistice Day and eventually Veteran's Day.

Today, I am grateful for all Veterans. It seems fitting since I have been surrounded by those who have served all my life. My grandfather, my dad, my brother in law, and many friends.....

I would like to say THANK YOU to all veterans, those who have served and those who are currently serving. Additionally, I would like to recognize and thank the spouses, children, and parents of those veterans for THEIR sacrifice. Someone once told me that the hardest job in the military is the spouse of the active duty member. I can completely agree. Been there, done that!

Happy Veteran's Day!

Day 10 - DoG - Days of Gratitude

2010-11-10T17:02:00.002-07:00

Today, I'm grateful for STANDARD TIME. I know so many people will disagree with me here, but I really feel so much better during standard time as opposed to daylight savings time.

When I awake in the morning, it's easier. I'm not as grumpy in the mornings either. This is actually a new revelation to me...I hadn't realized it until a couple of years ago, but alas, it is true. I don't change my bedtime, I don't get more sleep. I just feel better during standard time. Weird huh?

Anyway.....thank you standard time!

Day 9 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-09T23:53:00.001-07:00

I want to say how very thankful I am for my job.

I know that it seems a given,

but it isn't just about having a job

so that I am able to live . . . it's about actually having a job

I absolutely love.

I go to work everyday

excited,

refreshed,

and feeling alive.

I know that there will be tough days and heartbreaks,

but overall,

I am so very thankful that I get to do what I love everyday.

I am continually

learning and growing

and I am surrounded by amazing teachers, professionals

and

incredible young adults

that my job,

my life

is extremely rewarding.

I only wish everyone could feel this way about their job!

Yes,

I am

ever

so thankful that I am a teacher!

Ten On Tuesday

2010-11-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

1) I have found the boots I want.....of course, I have to try them on. AND they are way too expensive for me to ever buy. But I truly love them. Check them out here.

2) Almost Thanksgiving. What does this mean? Nine days off for the holiday! Road trip to Tucumcari and then Phoenix. My parents. Turkey and all the trimmings. I am psyched!!

3) Santa Fe is by far one of the most beautiful cities I have ever visited in the United States. I recommend that everyone goes and visits. It's full of culture, it's charming, there's a ton of history, and well, it is the oldest capital in the United States. 400 years old this year!

4) I love good historical movies. From time to time, I even show them in my class. This week we are watching the movie GLORY. It stars Mathew Broderick, Denzel Washington, and Morgan Freeman. Great film. I highly recommend it. And the music in it is amazing. GREAT GREAT movie!

5) I am not really happy with the people's choice in governor for New Mexico. We shall see how things progress, but I fear it will be a very long two years for education.....

6) In Santa Fe this weekend for a wedding. It was held outside at the Pecos National Historical Park in the ruins of a Pueblo Mission. It was ABSOLUTELY beautiful. Such a unique wedding spot. That evening, we all went out to dinner to El Farol for Spanish Tapas and Flamenco Dancers. Great food and great entertainment. An anonymous stranger took care of the $400+ bill for the newlyweds. Isn't that wonderful. I hope to "pay it forward" one day! :)

7) Watching the Flamenco dancers made me reminisce and miss Spain!

8) Nov. 11 - Veteran's Day. Please remember the Veterans and their sacrifices.

9) Just to let you know. The game Just Dance on the Wii is AWESOME!! Do it, do it now!

10) I have been thinking about all my friends around the world.....I sure wish I had the opportunity to travel and see them all. One of my best friends of all time, Lorraine, is heading to Mexico to celebrate her 40th birthday. I am so sad I will not be able to make it. Not enough money, not enough time, too many responsibilites, too much homework, and too many classes. I will definitely be thinking about her this weekend and wishing I was there!

Day 8 - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, the best things to be thankful for are the simplest things. Today, I am grateful for my satellite radio. My drives back and forth to Las Cruces for class just wouldn't be the same!

Have a great week everyone!

Day 7 - DoG- Day of Gratitude

2010-11-07T23:59:00.005-07:00

Today, I am grateful for the extra hour. I didn't put my clock back until I really needed it this evening to finish my paper and post online by midnight! I know, it doesn't seem like something I should be thankful for but I really am. If I can't use it for that, can I use it for that extra hour of sleep? I am always thankful for extra time to sleep! Of course, I dread when we "spring" forward......

Day Six - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-06T15:38:00.000-06:00

I am grateful for the beautiful weather here in New Mexico. It's an absolutely perfect day. Today, I went to a Santa Fe wedding (outside in the ruins of an old Pueblo Mission). It was a beautiful, beautiful wedding. While there I was able to go into a Kiva (the prayer room). See the picture?

Anyway. I absolutely LOVE the weather in the southwest. Sunshine, no humidity. And today, it wasn't too cold, and wasn't too warm. Just perfect!

Me, climbing out of the Kiva

Day Five - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-05T17:06:00.002-06:00

Today, I want to say how very thankful I am for Fridays! Why, you ask?

Fridays are my one "free" day of the week. I don't do homework, I don't grade papers, I don't do lesson plans. I very rarely clean or cook. Friday is the day to hang out, get drinks at happy hour with friends, watch movies with the kids, etc., etc., etc.

I love Fridays.

Day Four - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-04T23:59:00.000-06:00

Today, I want to say how grateful I am for good bosses.

I know I've mentioned this in many blogs before about how the school district I work for is going through tremendous growing pains. The leadership from the school board and the district office is really horrible. And at times, it's been very trying from the administration at the high school. I know that I have not always agreed with my principal but she was always approachable and ready to listen to my concerns, complaints, and was willing to discuss solutions to any disagreements. And she supported the teaechers. Always. That I appreciated more than anything.

The principal of the high school has resigned. She will not be back after Thanksgiving. I understand why she is leaving. She has been a target for this community for a long time, unfairly so...but it happens. I know that this is a weird little town, Alamogordo. If you are an outsider, it doesn't matter what you do here, or how long you are here, you are always an outsider. I've lived here almost eight years and I'm stiIl considered an outsider. Anyway, Mrs. Kilmer has accepted a job at Belen High School. I am sure that she has learned a lot in her time at AHS and will only improve when she gets to her new position. I can only hope that we are able to replace her with a strong and capable leader.

So, here is to good leadership and good bosses. Keep your fingers crossed we get a good one to replace her.

Day Three - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-03T21:59:00.000-06:00

I am really thankful and always grateful for a good home cooked meal and the opportunity to make it.

Let me go a little further. I was talking to Daniel tonight a little bit at dinner (I invited him over since I was actually cooking something decent) and we were talking about how everyone should have a creative outlet -- paint, sculpt, write, dance.....something. Well, you get the idea. And when I say we, I should clarify that it was Daniel (the epitome of creative) who was talking and saying this. I got to thinking and well, I realized I really didn't have a creative outlet. I am not very creative. Especially compared to those in my life and those I know. I thought about the people I knew. My sister and her sewing and photography. My friend Lorraine who is super creative and also into photography. My mom, and even my dad. All the people in my life are VERY creative. I was thinking that I didn't have a creative bone in my body, let alone an outlet for creativity. As a matter of fact, when Daniel said, "you should paint." I replied with, "paint what? Walls?" ha ha ha.

Anyway, I realized that I do have a creative outlet. For me, it's cooking. Did I mention how much I love experimenting with food? I've come to realize that if I hadn't been a teacher, I would have been a chef.

I love to cook, and experiment in the kitchen. THAT is my creative outlet. THAT is what I'm grateful for today!

Ten On Tuesday

2010-11-02T23:50:00.001-06:00

1. Although I'm doing the Thirty Days of Gratitude, I didn't want to neglect my Ten on Tuesday posts because it helps me to reflect on what is going on.

2. I went to Walmart today to pick up a few things and it looks like Christmas threw up in there. It even smells like Christmas -- you know, pine cones and cinnamon! :)

3. When I was at Walmart, I picked up Holiday Peppermint coffee. I'm excited to try it!

4. Election results in. I'm afraid of New Mexico's new governor. Only because I'm afraid of what she'll do to education. I have a feeling she will end up almost destroying our education system. She is an "uninformed expert."

5. Just an FYI...I'm recovering from my fall down the stairs. Bruises remain and some aches and pains but nothing broken. Thank goodness. I hope it heals up a little faster so I can get back to the gym!! Running has been keeping me sane!

6. Life is just screaming by. I read a post my sister Jill wrote about getting together with friends and enjoying the company even if her house wasn't spotless and I thought, I need to be more like that and take the time to enjoy life and the people in my life. I am going to make a concerted effort to do just that.

7. Happy Birthday Mom! (though, it's in my day two DoG post) -- she's in Las Vegas with Dad. I hope she wins big! She always shares! ha ha!!!!

8. I will be spending the weekend in Santa Fe. For a wedding. I'm really looking forward to it. It will be nice to get out of Alamogordo. I just have to get all my grading and homework finished before I go.....

9. Driving back from my class (on the road to nowhere) I was going through the stations on my XM Radio and came across this song and it made me laugh.....check it out. It's called Perfect Girl by JB and the Moonshine Band ...yeah, it's country country!

10) I have a new mantra. I know, I always have a new one. But this one is the greatest! "An effective teacher is a well-rested teacher" and I am going to stick to that.

Day Two - DoG - Day of Gratitude

2010-11-02T23:17:00.000-06:00

Wishing my mother a very very Happy Birthday! I love you very much.

Since today is my mom's birthday, it only seems fitting that I would use today to say how very thankful I am for her. In the busy and hectic times of everyday life I know I have neglected to let my mom know exactly how much she means to me and how much I appreciate all that she has ever done for me and continues to do for me. The unconditional love and support is infinite. Throughout my life, my mother has sacrificed so much for me. I know this and I never thank her enough. I don't think it would be possible to thank her enough.

As an adult with my own children I can look at her example and know how to do what's best for my own. I fail many times and always look to my mother's strength and guidance even when we are so far apart. She always did what was best and I can only hope I have given at least half of that to my children. I am completely grateful for you mom and the example you have set for me always.

Whenever I feel overwhelmed, or I am hurting, or find myself completely lost . . . I go home and spend time with my mom. She always has a way to make me feel whole again. She always says the exact thing I need to hear, even if I don't like it. Mom, thank you so much for everything.

Thankful - Thirty Days of Gratitude - Day One!

2010-11-01T23:16:00.002-06:00

My sister has decided to start something on her blog which I felt compelled to do as well. Although, I am nowhere near as articulate as she is in her writing, I too would like to try her Thirty Days of Gratitude. Instead of simply reflecting on all that I am thankful for on Thanksgiving, I will take the thirty days of November and talk about what I am thankful for.

November 1 already! All Saints Day! I am unable to comprehend where this year went. It has gone by way too fast. I know that I have many things to be thankful for and so I feel that this will be a good opportunity to reflect on all the good things in my life. I know that I could pick the basic things. . . family, friends, health, a job, etc., but I am going to go farther than that....I hope I can sustain this all month.

So, here goes.

Today, I want to say that I am thankful for living in the United States. Why do you ask? Because I live in a nation that is built upon the very foundations of liberty and freedom. A nation that is run by a democratic government. Tomorrow is election day! It is the very day where one can truly see democracy in action. You too, should be thankful for the opportunities that a democratic nation offers its citizens. Get out and vote! Let your voice be heard! I know that for many, it doesn't matter. I'm not sure why I feel so strongly about this. I'm wondering if it is because I teach civic duties to high school students everyday....or maybe I finally comprehend the workings of our nation so in depth that it has made me become an active participant. Either way, I understand that not many people get involved. I choose to be involved. I choose to cast my vote. I choose to be heard. And I'm thankful for that opportunity, because I live in the United States.

WOUNDED

2010-11-01T22:30:00.000-06:00

Remember this picture from a Wordless Wednesday? Well, I decided to show it again so that you can see the stairs I fell down. Too tired this morning, rushing to get the dog outside and I tumbled down the stairs. I actually rolled. I went down the first landing. I actually knocked pictures off the wall and woke Rachel up with my thump thump thump thump down the stairs!

Let me list my injuries for you, shall I? My knee is throbbing, I have a rug burn on my shin bone (the stairs are carpeted), my neck hurts, my arms (note plural here) hurt, my left shoulder is sore that it hurts to turn the steering wheel in my car, my right leg is badly bruised as is my right foot, I am limping when I walk, and I was wondering where my spleen was because perhaps I punctured that because my side is hurting. Either that or I bruised a rib. I have lost count of all the bruises I have. Yeah, I'm a big oaf! I don't even know how it happened.

One thing I do know......I have proven gravity today!

.....wait for it.....Ten On Tuesday! I actually did it this week!

2010-10-26T23:39:00.000-06:00

1. Rachel's car is finally fixed. It's been out of commission since August. The first part that came was the wrong one and there were all kinds of problems getting the correct part shipped. We've been carpooling and making it work but it sure is nice to have her in her own vehicle! :)

2. Reading back on some of my past Ten on Tuesday posts, it seems that I complained a lot about the heat. Well, it has finally cooled off. I'm loving it!!!

3. The end of October marks an empty wallet for me. Josh turned 13 on Oct. 15 and Rachel turned 18 on Oct. 21. I can't believe how old they are already!! Happy Birthday to my kiddos!

4. Can someone please come do the pile of laundry on my floor?

5. Rachel started her actual classes for the 8 weeks. She goes every night except Friday. I don't think she likes her sociology teacher.....but that's just a guess!

6. Daniel took Tiger Band to Tournament of Bands last Saturday. They swept their division, getting Outstanding Musical, Outstanding Visual, Outstanding General Effect, and First Place in their Division. They placed 8th overall out of 31 bands. Here is a picture of him with the trophy! They travel to Zia Marching fest next Saturday in Albuquerque!

7. Here is a picture of Joshua at his band concert this evening! It is always hard to get a picture of him because everyone around him is so much taller and bigger!!! Sorry it's blurry. I took it with my phone!

8. Joshua is getting a new phone (that works) tomorrow! In case anyone wanted to know.

9. You have less than two months until Christmas. Are you ready??

10. It has been a really rough couple of months. A lot of work and stress related work there because of the changes in my district. School and the demands that come with all of that. The kids and all the stuff that goes with them (cooking, cleaning, chauffeuring them back and forth, spending quality time with them, helping with homework, etc., etc., etc.,)! It sometimes seems completely overwhelming. I keep thinking I need some time away to go and see my mom and dad so I can feel loved, protected, and comforted as only parents can make you feel! I have decided to go over Thanksgiving Break. We have tickets to a hockey game on Saturday night and the Trans Siberian Orchestra on Sunday night. I'm looking forward to it all.....the game, the concert, and the much needed time with my mom and dad.

New Bon Jovi Single!

2010-10-25T14:02:00.000-06:00

I like it a lot! So will you! Enjoy!

What Do You Got? by Bon Jovi (live) :)

Wordless Wednesday

2010-10-13T17:30:00.000-06:00

Ten On Tuesday

2010-10-12T23:48:00.001-06:00

It looks like I made it for the Ten on Tuesday post! Yay!

1) Laundry is neverending, I hate it. Especially if you have children.

2) I am feeling very overwhelmed and buried. I can't seem to get caught up. At all.

3) I am ready for the first freeze for several reasons. I'm tired of running the air conditioner. I'm tired of sneezing and having watery, itchy eyes from my allergies, and I'm tired of being hot and sweaty.

4) I am feeling a little under the weather, something funky in my stomach!

5) Rachel went rollerblading with Kira and she fell. She bruised her bottom, and her neck was really sore for several days. Crazy girl! Then, she went hiking and scraped up her leg and arm and hand falling. Like her mother I suppose, so clutzy!

6. Speaking of falling. Daniel and Joshua were playing with airsoft guns in the apartment complex. Daniel fell into a hole in the grass and trying to regain his balance, he propelled forward and scraped up his leg, arm, and hand on the gravel. Ouch!

7) I am craving good sushi!

8) I am not sure if I've mentioned this before, but this summer I invested in a panini press. I love it, I still love it after all this time. Paninis are YUMMY! Especially with pesto.

9) I have so many neat things to post that require their own post, but I've run behind again and my to do list has grown out of control. I promise to post pictures and a video soon (are you all curious now?)

10) Joshua turns thirteen on Friday. Where did the time go?

Thrilled for Daniel

2010-10-07T13:52:00.001-06:00

I'm not sure how many of you are familiar with marching bands, the competitions, or even the band programs within high schools. I know, prior to meeting Daniel, I really didn't know much about any of it, at all. However, I have come to understand more and more and I wanted to share some things.

I know my sister Jill and I always make fun of "band camp" and laugh and joke about it. But I am going to share with all of you the results of this "band camp" in competition form.

Last Saturday, Daniel took the Alamogordo Tiger Marching Band to SISD (Socorro Independent School District) in El Paso for a Marching Band Competition. It usually serves as a practice run for the band members before their two big competitions in New Mexico. The Tournament of Bands in Las Cruces and Zia Marching Fest in Albuquerque.

I never realized the time and hard work put into something like this. Creating a show (choreography and all) plus teaching the music and the marching is incredible. Hence, the need for "band camp" that starts in July before the school year. And every morning 7am zero hour to practice and night rehearsals once a week!

Here is a video of the show (not complete) that they performed last Saturday. They placed 7th in preliminaries and 10th in finals out of 22 bands! Excellent day for the Tiger Marching Band!

Enjoy Tiger Marching Band performing Spectrum

Sad!

2010-10-06T17:42:00.000-06:00

I missed my Ten on Tuesday post. I just had way too much homework last night!

Can I sneak it in late? :)

Ten On Tuesday

2010-09-28T22:59:00.001-06:00

1. Happy Birthday to beautiful Zoey! My neice. It's her birthday tomorrow!

2. Homecoming activities in Alamogordo have been postponed. They will be done on a slightly smaller scale the week of October 18. This is due to a shooting that happened (gang related) last Thursday in our small town. Of course, no one knows how to handle this and in the guise of safety, these activities are canceled. Here's the catch: practices for sports - still going on. Soccer game tonight - still took place. Football game Friday night - still happening. So, they were just picking and choosing what to cancel and what could still take place. Makes no sense to me.

3. This week I had to read several books by Michel Foucault. If you have never read him, you can't possibly feel my pain, but I assure you ...pain indeed. I had to write a paper critiquing postmodern theory as it applies to historical study and the value of it. A lot of what Foucault writes -- pure crap! BUT. After our discussion in class, I can understand parts of his theory and how historians use that theory. Interesting for sure.

4. I am seriously considering voting for Diane Denish (Democrat) for governor of New Mexico. She is currently the Lt. Governor and well, she is against school vouchers. That issue alone is enough to get me to vote for her. Vouchers will destroy the education system and I am not sure how anyone can think they are economically equitable in any way.

5. Still too hot! Can autumn get here please?

6. Josh has a conflict with his golf and soccer and has NOW decided he will stick with soccer. That kid!

7. I'm just not finding enough time to exercise. I used to go almost every day. I have to get back to that. I always feel better after I exercise so I am really missing it. I've just been crazy busy and that doesn't help things at all. I have mapped out a new schedule and I have decided I will STICK to the times I have set aside and if I don't finish grading....I just don't finish and it'll have to get finished later.

8. I am in serious need of vacation. Truly looking forward to Thanksgiving and Christmas! :)

9. A great, big shout out to all you single moms out there. May I borrow some of your strength!?

10. AND a great, big thank you to Daniel....who is keeping me sane. At least today!

Ten On Tuesday

2010-09-21T22:24:00.000-06:00

1) This past weekend was the white sands balloon festival. See the picture? P.S. I didn't take it, I wasn't there. I have been before and loved it. I promise I will get there again. Maybe next year....maybe.

2) I am always so tired. I think I may be this way until the end of the semester.

3) My graduate classes are really challenging, but I guess I should expect nothing less.

4) This past week I had to read Karl Marx's "Pre-Capitalist Economic Formations" roughly translated from 19th century German. Yeah, it was a tough one.

5) Joshua is trying out for the Tiger Golf team (if you are in 8th grade you can try out for high school sports....not sure how I feel about that one) ...interesting huh?

6) Homecoming Week next week. Save me now! :)

7) I finally saw the movie The Blindside. Yeah, I cried! It was very good. What a great big heart that lady and her family had...truly!

8) When is summer going to end??? I am so tired of the heat. I know, I know, give me a couple of months and I'll be complaining about the cold! :) It's what I do.

9) I am told Bandtober is coming up. Anyone know what THAT means? If you were in high school band or have a child in high school band, I bet you do.......

10) Life in a small town.....gets stranger and stranger every day.

AMUSED!

2010-09-18T13:15:00.000-06:00

I came across an article that I found very amusing. As I get older I find that football isn't such a fascination for me. And I've found that baseball and hockey are more my style. Having said that, I found this article that I found amusing and wanted to share. Dad, I think you will get a kick out of it as well! Happy Reading!

NFL Season Reminds Us Why Hockey Is So Much Better!

Happy Constitution Day!

2010-09-17T16:48:00.002-06:00

For those of you who know me, you will also know that I live for days like this. September 17, formerly known as Citizenship Day was changed to Constitution Day in 2004. In May of 2005, the United States Department of Education mandated that all publicly funded educational institutions provide educational programming on the history of the American Constitution on that day. Yes, I was in heaven today. Although, in my US History class we discuss the constitution all the time ... it is my favorite document, so I bring it into the study of American history always!

On September 17, 1787, thirty nine men signed the Constitution making it the law of the land in the United States. Today, I recall this time in history, with my students, with myself, and with you.

My American identity rests in the stability and continuity of the United States Constitution. I believe in the Constitution and I've always said, this nation is a nation governed by law (the Constitution) and not by men. Unfortunately, as I see what is happening in current events, I'm afraid we've lost that idea.

Everyone knows that the United States Constitution was the first of it's kind for a recognized nation. Even the Nationalists (George Washington, Alexander Hamilton, and James Madison) knew that the United States would be a model for the rest of the world. It is such an important document that brand new democracies have copied it many times. The beauty of it all is that this plan for government adopted and created by our Founding Fathers actually works. It works in times of crisis. Think, Civil War, the presidential election of 1876 when voting results were disputed, and Watergate.

One of the most important aspects of the Constitution is the Bill of Rights. The first ten amendments concern our individual liberties and were necessary in order to ratify the document. I believe this is so important. Our government is original in that it gives something very precious to "we the people." I'm not talking about entitlement programs, or porkbelly special projects, or low interest home loans. I'm talking about FREEDOM! Citizens are given freedom of choice, freedom of action, and freedom to live as they wish as long as our freedoms do not interfere with the freedom of someone else.

I think that our government has forgotten this today. Our government does not remember that the Constitution doesn't hand rights over to us. Our government only guarantees rights. Our Founding Fathers believed that citizens are born with certain rights and liberties, you know what I'm talking about, those "inalienable rights?" They are not a guarantee, but the Constitution secures these rights for the people.

The Founding Fathers were suspicious of big government and tyrannical control. They just fought a revolution against a King, remember the American Revolution? They wanted to protect individual rights not restrict liberty. Amendments to the Constitution involving personal liberty should always grant liberty NOT take it away. Whenever there is a proposed Constitutional amendment, it should NEVER be used to serve as a smokescreen for Congress in anticipation of midterm elections. Our nation is currently facing major problems with illegal immigration, the war in Afghanistan and Iraq, the economic situation, universal healthcare, and what happens? Proposed amendments regarding flag burning or same-sex marriages have been discussed repeatedly. This is a poor use of the amendment process and is the governments use of emotional issues to detour voters from the real issues at hand. This is the PROBLEM with government today. Some Americans will engage in behaviors that others will not like or have a problem with. This doesn't mean we should propose amendments for what some perceive to be a bad choice or bad behavior. We continually do this today, our government is overstepping the line that was drawn by our Founding Fathers. I fear we will be opening doors that will be very hard to close in the future.

Don't let the Constitution become just a piece of paper. Remember this document is what makes America so great. Be proud to be American with your liberties guaranteed. Fight against anything that takes away your liberties. As Abraham Lincoln said in the Gettysburg Address, a government of the people, by the people, and for the people shall not perish from this earth

Happy Constitution Day!

Ten On Tuesday

2010-09-14T23:38:00.000-06:00

Greetings to all, getting my Ten on Tuesday post in just in the nick of time...it is 11:11 (make a wish) and hopefully this won't take too long as I still have some reading to do before bed!

1) I was a little down today. I received feedback on one of my first real papers from my Monday night class and it wasn't the best. I got a B+ and the only positive feedback I had was that I had a good argument and good analysis. Then, she proceeded to let me know that I need to strengthen my writing skills and I should look into taking English 520 or something. WHAT???? I was bummed. But after some thoughtful consideration, I know that I did not put my best effort into that paper. As a matter of fact, I wrote it quite hastily and didn't proofread very well, so she was probably right. I know I can do this!!!

2) I finally got my hair colored and cut today. It had not been done in six months. I feel better!

3) Of course, while at the hairdresser I was so tired, I almost fell asleep in the chair.

4) Josh and I have found a routine for evenings (making lunch before bedtime) and mornings (getting up, getting ready, and breakfast). I'm keeping my fingers crossed but it has been three school days in a row with minimal problems. Everyone please keep praying.

5) I have to pick a topic for my research paper in my Modern Russia class. It can be any topic about Soviet history from 1917- 1991. Any suggestions?

6) Driving back from my class in Las Cruces last night at sunset, I was completely awestruck by nature and wish I had a good camera. It was breathtaking. I really, really, love sunsets in the desert.

7) I need to express a huge "Thank You" to Daniel....he's come to the rescue a lot recently (coffee brought to me in the morning, driving me around or letting me borrow his car because mine is in the shop, Josh's bike with two flat tires that need fixing, talking sense into me when I'm freaking out about my grade on my paper, etc.) Well, I'm sure you get the picture.

8) Josh AND Daniel got some "noise putty" from Old Navy. Yeah, it makes fart noises. GROSS! boys!

9) Rachel and Kira are at the Jonas (or Jonads, as Jill and Ross call them) Brothers concert as we speak. They had special passes and were able to get in early and watch the sound check and stuff. I talked to her briefly and she was all excited!

10) And here is proof that Rachel IS really spoiled. I received the following picture via text message today. A plate of yummy Korean food that her grandma made for her. And she had the nerve to rub it in my face. It sure does look good though!!

Desiderata by Max Ehrmann

2010-09-13T22:38:00.003-06:00

After posting my last post, about the line on my sister's blog, I had several of my friends who are lurkers to my blog (and they never post) send me a text or email or message on facebook asking about the poem by Max Ehrmann. So, here it is... I hope you all enjoy it! It is a great one!

Go placidly amid the noise and haste

and remember what peace there may be in silence

As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;

and listen to others,

even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,

they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;

for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;

it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.

But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;

and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.

Especially, do not feign affection.

neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Pensive

2010-09-11T17:57:00.001-06:00

So, I am going to be pithy in my post today. I don't have a lot of time (the library at NMSU is closing in six minutes) but I wanted to share. Life seems to be caving in all around me these past few months. Off and on with good and bad and I was on my sister's blog reading about her kids and their love of dogs and read her blog subtitle. It is a phrase from my father's favorite poem and hers as well. I have always known it and read it often, however this phrase struck me today. So, tonight at home I will read through the poem again. It reminds me of my dad (he gave it to me) and it always lifts me up and reminds me of how to be!

"Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world." -- Max Ehrmann

Ten On Tuesday

2010-09-07T21:14:00.001-06:00

1) Labor Day Holiday (thank you Haymarket and Pullman Strikes) and a Continuous Improvement Advisory (CIA) Day of In-Service means I only have students for three days this week. Sometimes I hate not seeing the students, but this week I'm thankful. I am so worn out!

2) I have to share this YOUTUBE video. Watch it. It's so worth it. Plus, it explains why I sing the way I do (just making up words as I go). It's the Asian in me. My kids and my sister will understand!

3) Week three of college and I think I have a schedule down.

4) Rachel made it home from Disneyworld on Saturday. She had a really great time. I'm glad to have her back...of course, she's leaving for Phoenix soon and the Jonas Brothers concert!

5) I'm thinking Kira and Rachel are too old to be obsessed with the Jo Bros.

6) Again, I ask, what do you do with an angry pre-teen boy!? He threw a coaster at Rachel today. He did spend the weekend with Dad.

7) If you haven't done so already, try a pumpkin scone from starbucks. Truly YUMMY!!

8) After my in-service today, I've realized I work for a principal who doesn't trust her teachers and is very condescending. She talked to all of us as if we were children. And she treats us as if we are all going to cheat, lie, and steal from the district and the high school. It's tough to work in that kind of environment.

9) The school year is under way. I was hoping the weather would cool off soon. It's not happening. It's been crazy hot still. Someone please turn off the heat!

10) I have to extend my thanks to those who are supporting me in my endeavors (getting my master's, making changes to my curriculum, and raising my kids alone again). I have the best family and friends. Thank you all so much. You know who you are!

LACKLUSTER

2010-09-07T00:10:00.000-06:00

What a weekend? I feel as if one never even happened let alone a three day weekend that most people anticipate with relish. However, I do have to share with all of you how jam packed my whole weekend was and let you know that at the moment I am not feeling 100% although I really wish I was because I have an incredibly busy week ahead. The story of my life. Busy. And of course, I continue with my mantra....."take it one day at a time."

Friday after the bell rang to end the school day, I was visited by Josh before he left for his weekend with his father in Clovis, NM. Then, I shut my classroom door and worked on my paper that was due that evening for my Modern Russia class. I finished and submitted my paper in time to go watch the Alamogordo Tigers in their first home game and the Alamogordo Tiger Band have their first performance at halftime. Tiger Band did well, the football team....not so much! After the game, me, April, and Daniel headed to Applebee's for late night happy hour (half price appetizers and beer). I couldn't make it a late night, so headed home after about an hour.

Saturday I was up bright and early to head to Las Cruces. I took my car in for a much needed oil change and found out that I need some kind of tension pulley and serpentine belt replaced and I have a water pump leak so.........I have to get all that fixed this week. I then headed over to Zuhl Library on the NMSU campus to do some reading of a couple of books on reserve for my Craft of History class. Oh, before I headed there I did stop off at Starbucks and got myself a pumpkin scone (YUMMY)! After the library I went to Old Navy (I had a giftcard from my sister Jill for my birthday for Starbucks AND Old Navy) and I bought two sweaters. I also stopped at Kohl's and they didn't have much in the way of clothes but I got a new pair of shoes...well, that is my favorite thing to buy EVER! And they were on sale!

From Las Cruces, I headed to El Paso where I was picking up Rachel and her friend Kira at the airport. They were returning from their graduation trip to Disneyworld for 10 days! We had dinner at PF Changs!

Sunday was another early morning and I spent most of it working on reading and two more papers for my Modern Russia class. I worked on those all day and finished very close to midnight.

Monday morning, Josh was heading home so the kids had lunch with Bryan. I cleaned house and got some stuff organized in my house. The garage is still a crazy mess. I also did some laundry and went grocery shopping. Daniel took me to the movies and then I came home to grade some papers and here I am....ready for bed and school tomorrow...sort of. Tired, fighting allergies (something is definitely in the air), and hoping my house remains decent....until I can finish unpacking all the stuff my kids have brought with them. I would love to take some time to soak in a hot tub and drink a glass of wine or two but it looks like I'm off to bed. With a never ending pile of homework, grading, and cleaning to do!

Whew. Looks like I got a little long winded there. It seems that I needed to vent! Have a great week everyone. I hope your Labor Day holiday was spent in relaxation with friends and family.

Inspired.

2010-09-02T17:01:00.000-06:00

I've decided to change my sub heading for my blog.....it used to be fresh start, new ideas, new attitude... all about change!! However I think I am past that.

I feel that my "tina is very . . ." idea will work well. See, today's blog.....I am inspired! Perhaps it will work. It will definitely make me explore my vocabulary!

Happy Thursday to all.

Back to my paper!

:)

Ten on Tuesday - on Wednesday - almost Thursday!

2010-09-01T23:22:00.001-06:00

Yep, it's been one of those weeks! So, my ten on Tuesday is late.....but, I didn't want to pass it up because then, I may not post for another week, and I'm trying to post more regularly!

1) My house is a wreck! I'm going nuts over it, I promise. Although my mother may disagree with this statement, I do tend to get really grumpy when things aren't in order. So, I'm grumpy, very grumpy! And I really, really, really need my house in order.

2) Why is my house such a wreck you ask? Well, my kids are officially moved in with me. Did they listen and move during the summer when I actually had the time to sort through all their stuff and unpack? NOOOOOOOOOOO! So, now I have boxes, and clothes, and stuff, and more stuff, and even more stuff. EVERYWHERE!!

3) I have taken on another three hours for school! I'm taking Craft of History and now an online course on Modern Russia. Both are super!

4) Speaking of taking six hours of grad classes, despite how excited I am over the classes and how great it is to be learning and discussing AND learning, the reading AND writing is incredible. I'm going non-stop. I've even scheduled bathroom breaks : )

5) Just a question, but what do you do with an angry pre-teen boy?

6) I need a pedicure, a haircut, and probably a 'girl's night out' to remedy the situation!

7) It has been roughly six weeks since I've watched TV. I have no real idea what is going on in the world (it's a first) and I'm actually starting to miss it!

8) I can't believe August is over already. Where did it go? It'll be Thanksgiving before we know it.

9) First Friday night football game this week! GO TIGERS!

10) My new mantra (because my old one was "I am not turning 40" and well, that didn't happened) is - "just one day at a time, just one day at a time!"

Have a happy week everyone!

Happy Birthday Jill

2010-08-29T11:34:00.000-06:00

I want to wish my sister Jill the best birthday ever! Happy Happy Happy to you!

Wordless Wednesday

2010-08-25T13:21:00.001-06:00

And as always...I have to add something so it isn't quite wordless. My sister and brother in law take these "every man" poses from time to time. And my kids Josh and Rachel have done some of them as well. For example, you go visit different tourists spots throughout the country and you take a picture with the "every man" pose. Anyways, we have pictures of Ross and Josh in front of the Anheuser Busch Brewery. I have a picture of Josh and Rachel in Albuquerque. All with the "every man" pose. You get the idea, I'm sure. This past weekend, I get this picture of Daniel. On my phone. When he went home to Tucumcari for his grandfather's funeral he took a picture and used the "every man" pose. I am venturing to guess the picture was taken before the event.

Ten On Tuesday!

2010-08-24T20:18:00.001-06:00

Here we go! I feel as if I just don't have enough to say, we'll see if I can make it to ten. I always manage, but . . .

1) A very, very, very Happy 40th Birthday to one of my all time best friends in the world....Polly Pooper. Ok, Dollie Cooper, now Dollie Kinsella. We have been friends since 5th grade. That's 30 years! Amazing. That's crazy for military brats!

2) I also started my grad class this week. It's going to be one heck of a busy semester. I loved the class but I'm already overwhelmed with the amount of reading AND writing that is required. I know, welcome to grad school right? How do people do it and stay sane?

3) Speaking of my grad class. It's on Monday's at 4pm in Las Cruces. Roughly a 70 mile drive one way. I have to get a sub every Monday afternoon (my poor students in 6th and 7th period). I did try to work it out where I had my off/prep period 7th and the professor even said I could be a little late and she'd understand. My administration said NO to the schedule changes which wouldn't have affected any students (I was just going to change preps with another teacher who teaches the same subject) and I would still take the leave but at least I wouldn't have to get a sub (costing the district money) nor have kids without the teacher once a week for a semester. WOW...that was a long one - probably needed it's own post.

4) The drive to Las Cruces is the "road to nowhere" and I love love love my satellite radio. I was listening to 80s on 8. And Duran Duran's THE REFLEX came on. It brought back many happy memories of Ramstein

5) I'm wondering how many more students I will get. I started out the year with 132 students. I am currently at 151. At least I know they have to stop at 160. It's the law! :)

6)Josh started soccer practice today. He is on a new team. I think it's a good thing.

7) Rachel and Kira leave for Disneyworld in two days. I think I may be a little jealous.

8) Tomorrow will mark 4 months until Christmas. Are you ready?

9) It would really, really be nice if it would stop raining so the humidity would go away and it would be even nicer if it started cooling off. I'm tired of being hot and sweaty!

10) The Library of Congress has decided to save "tweets" from Twitter for future historical study and research. Are they already keeping published blogs and websites? I think that some "tweets" aren't important but I think it's a fantastic idea. What a way to really get to know the people who lived in the 21st century than to read their words digitally! So, for you tweeters out there....watch what you tweet. Someone 100 years from now will be reading your words to determine what kind of people and culture we were.